Monday, September 25, 2006
10:51 AM ● hurt all over..

watched animal planet..
the memories of steven irwin.

suprisingly..
i was so upset that i cried..

i didnt even really cried whn my greatgrand mom died..

i dont noe wad happen..
mayb my water tap broke.


im kind of not feelin happy..
mayb im childish..
or mayb im too emotional..

im upset..
sadden maybe..
that a friien whom i thought is my close friien..
mayb isnt really is..

friiendship is e same complicated a bein in a relationship..

ppl may think..
"does she treat me as a buddy as i do..?"
"does she really trust me?"

hahas..
im lky all over tis..
i dont wanna trust thm..
neither do i wanna dont trust thm..
coz it hurts so much..

but in e end..
i jus wanna trust you!
even if i am wrong.

etc etc..

arghh!!!
AHH!

=]end! FINALLY!!~

xxxxxx

( Escape to the city. )