Sunday, October 22, 2006
5:51 AM ● my life..

finally..

blog is okaye..
im lky tryin to get in here
and wrote wad i hv been doin..
so manyy excitin stuff..

but....
whn i cld finally came in here..
my mind was in a blank..
total blank!!arghh!!!awww..

durin my holidae..
so-call "ONE MONTH" holidae
which only turn out to be less thn 3 wks holidae..
damn..

hahas..
aniwayy..
e startin of e holidae was great..
lky e chalet..
met e crazy driver..[whom was nice in e inside but scary on e outside..]
went out to watch movie wif annie and chinhui..[AFEW timeS..]
met up wif meifang and yokeleng..
[omg..!!and sorry meifang..!!i forgt your bdae!!']
met up at lot1..
walked ard..tok..
meifang hv bf le..whoaaA!!
manyy manyy stuff..
went out wif my family.
shopped..
why do i lky goin out wif my family..?!
easy..they pay al e money..
and i dont..
whahas..

ohya..
my com..is BACK..
upgraded..
young and NEW!!
arghh..
i jus love it..
e cd-rom drive..is slid open..
yesies yesies..!!
tis is wad i always wanted..!!
i love you all..
ahhas..

i cant really fill in wad i hv really spended..
HOW to?!
so manyy stuff to sae..
but dont noe how to type it in worlds..
ahahs..

hmm..
i'll jus mention abt my recently happenings..

lky jus yesterdae..
liyan came to me..
feelin dwn..
i gt worried..
but found out..
ther wasnt anithin to worryy..

she and her guy was still holdin STRONG!!
so girl[liyan]..,
stop thinkin too much.
and trust in him!!
and most importantly..
in your heart!!

and todae..
she -_-repeated wad she told me..
hahas..
liyan arh..
STM until tis stage liiao.
jus glard everythin is finally in place..

i dont wish to sae other ppl secretS out..
so i wld leave it as it is above..

i dont wanna embrass anibody or etc..
but YOU
[you shld noe whom im tokin abt..]

if you really lky her..
"love her"
leave her alone..
stop pesterin her..
im nt sayin you cant b friiends..
but it needs TIME!
And look wad you did,
you mak e matter worst..

sayin you are sorry is good enuff..
once is MORE thn enuff!!
pls stp doin stuff to mak you look mor
embrassin thn it is..
[im tellin you tis as a friien..]

dont suggest to "hlp" call her bf and tok to her..
it wld only mak it..EXPLODE!!

OMG!!why am i gettin so fed up for?!
damnit..

i dont understand why ppl jus dont seem to understand wad they themselves are doin..
maybe tats why ppl say love is blind..*

love is BLIND'.*
i dont really think soo..
its all in e heart..

liyann..
im gona tak consultant fee frm you next time le..
wahahas..




love in e heart..**
never regret wad you choose..
believe in yourself!!
most importantly..in e HEART!!
treasure*'..
wad you have..
wad you loved..
if not..ther is no goin back..*!!
regretted.'.**
Either
you DESERVE it!!
or
you DONT!
---
i pity you!!
*.'-HEARTbroken-'.*
let it go..
let it faint away~
oOr..
cry your lungs out!!
cry as you hv nvr cry befor..
as it was e last time.
and let it go..
cryin isnt a bad thing..
instead,
it relieves e heart
nvr hold back your tears
let it run as
a broken tap..
endless river!
whn you are tired..
you wld noe its time to let go..
*.'.Life live!!.'.*
be life
enjoy wad you hv..
stop worryin.
nthin good cums out of worry
but relax does..,
you wld be able to see your surroundin..
see wad you hv..
how fortune you are..
**.'-MichelleRachell-'.**
i'll be ther for you..
whn you need me..
but dont expect me to lie to mak you feel happy/better..
i SPEAK wad i think..
and
i sae wad i feel..
i live my life to e fullest..
tryin to reach 100%..
enjoyin as much as i can..
cryin as much as i feel..
laughin as much as i lky..
gigglin as much as i wan..
piss off as much as i decided to..
Etc..
dont be afraid..
LET IT OUT!!
wahahs..
do wad you think is right..
but DONT over do it..
***-'.END.'-***

xxxxxx

( Escape to the city. )