Saturday, February 03, 2007
2:37 PM ● a nervous SHOCK!!

im in such a huge major SHOCK!

just today,
vincent tay called me..
telling me there was something wrong with the VISA settlement..
"cant get through"
this sentence was like flying across my mind..
even when he put down the phone..
i was like..
in a shock..

i was like..
what did i do?
what went wrong?
what happen?
what did i do wrongly?

i was so afraid.
even when i left the bus and walk towards annie's place..
my heart was about to drop any minute now..
any second..
i was trying to keep myself cool..
at the same time..
trying to joke around..

finally..
i broke into tears..
not crying..
but in shock..
my heart lifting into the maximum level''.
[hoping that it was all a mistake..
and that everything was fined..
praying**]

after less than 5mins of shock..
i manage to keep my cool..
i was so surprised i actually did that..
tearing..
infront of my friiends..
i was amazed by my own action..
at the same time..
trying to think back..
what went wrong..
i recall..
i did wrote creditcard settlement..
and so on..
but unclear,
if i have write x howmanyno.
frenkin out..
trying to recall..

then i hurry call sokhan..
and message her.
as she was there with me..
and she helped me check and reminded me if i have anything missing..
so i always have confident as..
she was there..
but still the responsiblity is mine..
i was the person writing it..
faint~
AHH!!
[tummy hurts..of worrying]
i hope nothin went wrong..
i hope nothin went wrong..
arghh!!


finally,
sokhan return my call..
i was like..
hurry picking up her call..

and told her what happen..
she was like..
dont worry..
tml check..
and said..was i there with you..
i said yes..
then she said..
nvm..dont worry..
tml check it out..
i sort of feel relieve[by half]
and while i was talkin to her..
i was alrdy in tears..
tryin not to sound weird..
i just spoke normally..
annie and chinhui was like..
shocked.."again"
hahas..
sorry guys!!for making you worry..
even me,myself feel surprise i did that..
then they were like saying..
"i understand"
i feel happy having thm as my best friends'



this is actually the first time,
i teared in 2 days time..
omg..
arghh!!
i just hope that the money isnt a problem..
but i wrote something wrongly..or missing..
arghh!!!
i pray.. i pray.. i pray..!!
haahs..
okokaye..
i feel much better///
whoa..

All i just want now..
is to know what went wrong..
And then, i can rest in peace..
Only then..
can i rest my hEart dOwn!~

MiChelle**

xxxxxx

( Escape to the city. )