Thursday, December 04, 2008
6:44 PM ● tuesday 2dec - thursday 4dec 2008

whahahas..
yesyesyes..i know, my blog is getting rusty by the minutes.

whoa..i had my class NAFA test 2 days ago.(tuesday 2dec'2008) and yuppie..
hahas..i failed my 2.4 run(7 rounds,round the field) BUT i completed it!! hahas..
i didn't give up nor did i thought of it!!

Although i know i would fail, even when i have not started running..
but i would like to think of it as a self-satisfaction. hahas..

i like to train myself, and my mind.
i dont like to be afraid, so i train myself to face fear.
so i fear no more! hahas..

okaye, seriously.. i hate and fear working as a telemarketer.
when i 1st step in my attachment place, which is samsung contact centre..
i didn't know then that, that was my fear. ahhas..but i tolerance and train and never give up and WHOA!!
guess what, now im good in it!!
I'm proud of myself.
lol, how i wish..i can do the same for my weight..
wahahas..

heyheyhey..
i never blame anyone or my parents for me, being fat.
infact, hahas.. being insulted since young of my weight wasn't something people would want to go through, believe me.
you can ask anybody, whom are slightly bigger in size, fat as i would call it or chubby.
it isn't a nice experience, but i take that as a challenge.
hahas.. i always believe if you wanna be slim and hate people insulting you, lost weight.
hahas.. for me?i want to lose weight for myself. not for what others commented.

don't dress up pretty for the sake of thinking you would look slim.
you can be pretty, even when you are fat and look slim & feel slim.
hahas.. hard to explain BUT!! i must say this, which is the most important thing of all,
BELIEVE in yourself!!
believe and nothing is impossible!
=]

hahas..
(skip back)
after the nafa, our class plan to go to sentosa the following day(3dec'2008) 2 have a long cool dip.
As we dont have any lessons.
but hahas..last min, it was cancelled.
hahas.. everybody was busy having muscle ache, body cramps, and etc.
like wise i had them too the next morning.(yesterday) ahahs..i wanted to swim, but i was forced to clean and tidy up the house, and following house chorus.
after that, i pamper myself to "SLAMDUNK" hahas..
borrowed from annie..gosh!!i seriously cant stop watching, and ended up sleeping around 3-4am this morning.
hahas..no school today either!!YES!!
Hooray!!!
WAHAHAHAS!!








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