Friday, October 30, 2009
9:57 PM ● She left.

She is gone..
Up to HEAVEN





I know its dead, but it just doesn’t seem real.
It was alive and healthy, running on her wheel just yesterday night.
I remember that she was slimmer compare to the other one.
But she was the naughtiest yet soft and gentle hamster.
White in colour, with long soft fur. That was one of the reasons why I name her
Whitey; 小白. It was a gift from my ite friends’ for my 20th birthday.
They (whitey & peach) were given to me in a pair.(both females)
Now time seems to grow so fast. I know that it is dead, but I honestly can’t feel it, can’t admit it.
But now after typing all this, I realize that it really is gone.

I just hope that it would be in a happy place right now.
No longer in pain or in suffering or staying in a hamster cage.
No animals are supposed to be caged in. and I know that people really loves animals, like I do and hope to keep and care for them. I understand that, because I am one of them.
But we all know that it isn’t right.

Look guys! Now you get what I mean?
This was one of the very main reasons why I didn’t want to keep anymore hamsters
or animals again.
It is torturing to see how they go before me.
Although,
I know that their lifespan is no longer than 2-3years, which is compared longer as they live in captivity. But it just hurts.

For those whom know me well enough should know that I have been a animal lover since young and has kept a few then. Especially, pet hamsters were my pride knowledge and experience, next to dogs.
But No matter how many years of experience I have with animals, especially hamsters.
It just doesn’t change the fact that when a life has ended, sorrows come after.


MichelleRachel
Facing reality is hard.
And it hurts a lot. Fly free.

xxxxxx

( Escape to the city. )