Friday, May 21, 2010
9:17 PM ● Where's my confidence?

I wonder what has gotten into me.
Presentation hadn't been so hard since starting of this year..
i wonder where my self-confidence has gone.

it feels annoying when i know i can do it.
i feel like a complete person when I'm facing my current class.
where is that straight forward, happy and confidence Michelle?!!!

i feel so pissed of myself and kinda useless.
i hate feeling this way!!!
this is the 2nd time i have shown myself, how my presentation can get any worst..
i wonder if I'm really nervous or i just lost my self-confidence.

learning has never stop me.
insult has never bother me.
why can a presentation pull me so low and strip me out of my integrity.

I wish to be a better person,
to be what i really am.
to laugh, to cheer, to smile, to get along, to be myself!!!

I PROMISE TO MYSELF, that i will invert my bad presentation to my usual good self!!!
I PRAY!! that everything will go well!!!
(*Amen)

xxxxxx

( Escape to the city. )