Friday, September 10, 2010
7:50 PM ● My stand has vanish, but my moral will not.

Today is the very day, the truth has finally been revealed. Life is not how much i expected it to be, way out of line. This burning scar would be a reminder that things may not be how they seem to be. No matter how real it may look like.
i always believed that i am a very blessed person, maybe i am, compared to some. But i can honestly say, i am not.
i hate life!what is there happy about it, in here. But i come to realise, thinking of dying is possible even in my case. Why should i? I should even more be independ against myself, and trust noone, if even e people here are horrible, who knows what the outside would look like. Hard to say, i decided to believe in myself, and only me!! I would live a happy life with my trusted mates, i mean why should i cry about something that i know doesn't exist. I believe in god, and i believe i was a mistake to begin with. Just today, i have found my stand and i know my place. Silent would be made and secrets qould be kept. I live my life, they live theirs.
i hope to quickly earn my stand, and be who i really am, where i am really needed.

xxxxxx

( Escape to the city. )