myy liife..myy storyy'

It's time to feel the breeze.

2011-04-10T23:24:00.002+08:00

It's time to let your hair down! Tonight weather is just so freaking awesome!! A cool windy breeze is what i need! To relax and call back on the small memorable moments we all once had. its a great day to let go, and definitely a great day to let the wind blow right on your face. i love the wind! MichelleRachel

Positive!

2011-02-20T01:15:00.006+08:00

sometimes, i seriously wonder..
why does negativity follows around..
i have been observing and studying the ways of how people react in certain situation.
and how people really feel but hide it all away by their body language or change of voice..
and many other ways.

i know that sometimes its out of our control but i believe that it may not be entirely true.
and i do know that it may be because it happened during childhood.
that's why supportive friends are very important.
but what i dont understand is why "#" can be what he/she is today.
maybe there's somethings that i'm not aware of. who knows.
i should seriously read more books on this matter.

BUT what i do know is, it doesn't help or solve anything by being negative about anything.
it is not only bad for health but it affects the people around you.
And by being positive, it does help to change your life! seriously.
I know some awlful moments are unavoidable and im not saying you should take it all in and not let it out, a big CRY is the best solution.
Letting out your emotion is another best way to release stress!
Even by screaming, yelling, nagging. And i know that if you have good friends, they wouldnt might you doing so! As they would so the same as well.

All i wanna say from all this typing above is, to get over your negativity and live life!
I mean LIVE LIFE WHOA!! not live life yaaa..~(low cant be bother tone).
And p/s everyone have their own problems, you're not the only one. So suck it up and embrace the world in a whole new light, with a whole new attitude!

MichelleRachel
like a saying goes.."I believe that being positive you have already won half a battle" :]

CUTE STOP MOTION!!

2011-01-25T11:08:00.002+08:00

Spotted this at taobao website while browsing for wallets!!

LOL!! Love this stop motion!!

Good effort whoever did this!!!

my late entry!

2011-01-23T13:52:00.003+08:00

Yeah!! i can finally declare that i am done with my ITP(Industrial Training Programme) search! And now awaiting for my lecturer's reply!! I hope that everything will work out fine and smoothly! and definitely, having monthly pay would be a great advantage!
And that would mean, it's a closer step to my dream of purchasing the Nikon D90!!! DLSR!!

THUMBS UP!!

Although, i ended up not being able to use my flash portfolio (which to be honest, i did it in a rush! but I'm still proud of it!!) but personality, it's not a waste!
And least, i can refresh my memory of how flash works, before i forgot how to even start working it. lol
Here's my flash website!!

I am so broke! seriously! hahas
I need to find a freelance job asap! If not, I'm gonna be miserable! LOL!!

Ohyeah! i got pretty much thing going on, but at the same time, i can't really remember!
HAHAHS
but i'll try my best! I had a great time yesterday, baking pineapple tart with my sisters!! which it has been a long time since we sat down and had a chat, believe me, life is so simple but in order to live a happy leisure life, work needs to be done and so, people tend to forget about one another or even seldom talk to each other.

Okaye, stop about that.
hmm.. OHYA! I met Fuyu jus 3 days ago, at bishan!! Got my online stuff from her! bought my sister cotton on dress with discount with the help of Fuyu!!
Then i proceed to meet Annie, all 3 of us went window shopping..
Fuyu left, due to her lack of sleep of assignments..
(Which i would usually be in school till the last train BUT!! i had Friday off!! YEAH!! which Thursday is a no school day! total i had 4 whole days to rest and lack!! HOORAY TO ME!!)
next Annie and myself went to amk, walked around, chitchatted, went to our usual place for comic buying and finally, meet up with Brenda and Jennifer!!
Gave them their presents and all of us headed to Popeye's!! for dinner!
Which honestly, i think the Popeye's located at the airport taste so much better, i wonder why.
hahahs, anyways, i had a great time! and i don't regret choosing this course!
i may be so busy that i couldn't meet up with many of my friends, but at the same time, i learn a lot! so much that it just fire up my interest and I'm like so greedy, I'm trying to absorb as much as possible!! hahahs

And lastly, not to forget!
I wanna thank a couple of friends for their lovely surprise for my birthday!
It was so sweet of them, seriously!
I didn't expect anything from them.
How do i start..
Okaye it was on my birthday, the 14th(which also was Liyana's birthday!!)
i stayed back with Aishah to get our dcom and other assignments done!
and Irene, grace, Eliz and Cynthia was in hive with us too!
Aishah and myself was chatting and doing our dcom, until Irene ran in, pulled me out, i looked at Aishah with a ?? look and she was confuse too.
and there i saw a regular cup filled with ice cream and many oreos!
which i had to get the oreos out of the cup with my mouth and i ended up looking like Santa Claus!
nose covered in white ice cream, video was taken as evidence by Irene. had my birthday song sang by all 5 of them! I'm a happy person! This should be the 1st time i feel shocked about something. as i didn't expect anything from them! im bless!

Later the next day, i met up with Fuyu, Chinhui, Annie, Wanru and jack.
i didn't expect anything either. but lol! maybe coz we are such close friends.
i can read their body language! It's a great thing to be aware of your surrounding, but the disadvantage? i know everything! lol
and so they surprise me with an adorable single strawberry cake and a lovely pink daisy along with it, with an angbao! hahas seriously, i don't know how to act surprise but i hope i did my best to be surprise!! but all i can say is, I'M VERY HAPPY!!

lastly, another surprise party by some of the sexists from Sentosa!
and again, it wasn't a big surprise, as Yvonne and myself figure it out before we even arrive to MBS! but we were shocked by the party poppers!! lol and i love the chocolate cake!! DIY!!
okaye, I'm done! i got to get back to work!! a lot of assignments are awaiting for my attention!

p/s: I'm not sure if it's just me, but I'm kind of sick of dkny.
Lighten up!! JIAYOU!!

HAPPY 2011!!

2011-01-02T14:19:00.003+08:00

it's finally a brand new year!!
So get ready to PULL YOUR EAR!!
WHOA!!

I realise i haven't been able to blog more often due to school assignments.
So i'm taking this opionion since i'm taking my break from my half completed Coffeetable book.
I just wanna say, if any of my friends are reading this..
I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU GUYS!!!

This is a brand new year for us to SHINE!!
To show who we really are, and what we can really do!
Believe in yourself and everything we do!
And everything is possible!

I believe everyone deserve a time to shine!
To trust your heart and let your hair down~
And so i wish everyone a blessed year ahead!!!

More laughter to be heard!
More crazy jokes and smiles to be seen!!
More happiness to be found!!!
More love to be discovered!!!!
And lastly, More connection to be bond!!!!!

<3 MichelleRachel
p/s: although i didn't get to really enjoy christmas this last year, but i'm excited for this year's christmas!! Party planning!! (LOL! I have a full whole year to plan!!)

A visit to CCK ITE!!

2010-10-21T20:10:00.003+08:00

Just afew ahours ago..
I was at CCK ITE!! And i got to see, what seem to be a replic of Simei ITE, but still smaller i guess.
The place was obviously much more cleaner and NEW compared to DOVER ITE!!
But still, my stay at DOVER was a incredile experience, i think everybody should have.

Although in the beginning, Aishah was suppose to be the only one doing the talking,
but in the end, somehow, out of the confusion.. Serena and myself was being pulled in..
Hoping this would boost Aishah confidence, which i hope it did. As serena and myself was like "What should we talk about?" lol!!
Anyways, everything ended well. considering and looking at the positive angle.
MUAHHAHS

Which finally, after all the speech and talk of my own course module,
I went to look for Mr Rashid, which i was very curious to take a look around the lab/classes and
how everything has changed. And about the part where i heard from Mr Rashid current student that, they felt like animals and Mr Rashid was the Zoo keeper.
And now i know why!! muhahahs
Curious?
Coz in every lab classes, a transparent window is included, and infront of every transparent window, afew small introduction computers are located, Just like how exactly you see in Zoo!!

After visiting afew places with Serena & Aishah, i had afew chats with some of my lecturers and I had fun!! Explore the Sky garden @ Level 7, and headed back to school..
Afew things happened in the middle, then we suddenly ended up in causeway instead..
Went to LG.. Intending to fix or repair the problem of both serena's and my phone but..
Just forget about it.

The LG Mobile Service Centre is just another sucky lousy place they call a HELPLINE!!
Not only are they not solving any of our problem but their customer services are a disgrace to
Singapore Customer Service!!
--..--" Long story short..If you intend to get great Customer Service?
Don't even bother wasting your trip over.

9 more days to Tokyo!!
And i'm still as excited as ever!
MISS ITE!!
Both lecturers and friends!!

MichelleRachel

10 more days..

2010-10-21T00:48:00.002+08:00

And yes!
There are 10 more days to go, before i can say..
"TOKYO!! HERE I COME!!!!!!!!"

I can't express how i am feeling right now..
It's like it isn't gonna be anytime soon nor is it that far away..
I am feeling so excited that i could almost dream about it every single night!
Awesomeness!! lol. That explain why i have been alittle exhausted during afew morning classes.

There is so much to say, and so much to do!! But there are so much assignment to complete first.
So i shall stop here, and continue another day!!

Be amazed and await for my Tokyo trip pictures!!!MUHAHAHAHHAS
LOVE MY PARENTS!!
I seriously didn't plan on going, since i didn't let them know about it,
as i don't feel good letting them pay for my study trip expenses.
But due to their spy around the house, which obvious are my sisters,
i get to go on this hard to get "Tokyo trip", so i got to thank my sister as well.

WHOA!!!
Now all i got to worry is what to wear to Tokyo on an Cold Autumn weather!!
And how i am going to work hard in both my studies and finding a flexable part time job!!
To repay my parents!! WHOA!!

MichelleRachel

What's wrong and what's not?

2010-10-15T01:02:00.003+08:00

Who can say what's right and what's wrong?
Who would even know the difference if it was not taught to us since birth?
I seriously wonder how the world would be if every individual can see what i am trying to convey..

I mean, some people think they know it all..
but actually do they really do?
The world is so huge that even knowing everything is not knowing it entirely.
Life is hard to describe, like a metaphor.

Those who thinks that something is fix, should think again..
As u believe that everything and everyone can be made for anything!!

for example;
A cup may not be meant for liquid.
Water may not be the only thing that can quirt your thirst.

or if i was thinking metaphorically,
vampire may not drink blood.
A sun may not give out heat.
Snow may not be cold.

I think that in order to be a great designer, one must believe in ALL possibility.
In all ways!! And never giving up. Life is short, people should not restrict their imagination and dreams to any "known" limitation.

.MichelleRachel.

My stand has vanish, but my moral will not.

2010-09-10T19:50:00.002+08:00

Today is the very day, the truth has finally been revealed. Life is not how much i expected it to be, way out of line. This burning scar would be a reminder that things may not be how they seem to be. No matter how real it may look like.
i always believed that i am a very blessed person, maybe i am, compared to some. But i can honestly say, i am not.
i hate life!what is there happy about it, in here. But i come to realise, thinking of dying is possible even in my case. Why should i? I should even more be independ against myself, and trust noone, if even e people here are horrible, who knows what the outside would look like. Hard to say, i decided to believe in myself, and only me!! I would live a happy life with my trusted mates, i mean why should i cry about something that i know doesn't exist. I believe in god, and i believe i was a mistake to begin with. Just today, i have found my stand and i know my place. Silent would be made and secrets qould be kept. I live my life, they live theirs.
i hope to quickly earn my stand, and be who i really am, where i am really needed.

Marks minus

2010-08-31T15:59:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I feel like screaming my heart out!!!
Just when i thought everything was going on smoothly, for today's submission; BDS Packaging.
And i was about to burn my hardcopy into a DVD.then..
When i slot in the DISC into my laptop..there was NO FREAKING signal. no nothing.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

I started to panick. Really panick~

Tried Aishah laptop, and even Serena's..same results.
And seriously, thanks to IRENE & GRACE, whom helped buy a empty disc from SP popular which was quite a distance away. Imagine~
Submission was 1pm to 2pm. the time was already 1.40pm//
my heart was screaming so high, and my heartbeat was beating like mad crazy.
Then Irene manage to run back in time.

THANKS IRENE & GRACE!!
& also to Serena whom helped cut my mounting board!
Everything was perfect until the DISC cork up. -_-" I even checked yesterday..
And i even pasted a nice cover ontop of it as well. what a waste.
But still thank god, azhar allowed me to submit the DISC which was eventually late, means having marks minus off.

I really hope my GPA wouldn't drop any futhur. in fact it would go higher or maintain 3.5!!
Okaye, i got to get back to rushing CC for tomorrow submission!
MAN am i sleepy!!
Have not had a good night sleep in a while now. My holiday has been a SCHOOL day - ALL DAY!! whoa~

&

HAPPY BLESSED WANRU!!
loveya!! Although, we wouldn't be able to meet after all the many exams and submission, but we will still meet up eventually! And your belated present will still be delivered to you personally~

BBQ under the rain.

2010-08-21T19:46:00.002+08:00

I must say, although this is not the 1st time i had a BBQ under a little rain,
but having to barbecue under a little drizzling for quite a while is amazing.
hahas

i wonder if we were fortunate or not.
fortunate it wasn't a huge rain fall. , or the part where it drizzle when we started barbecuing and stopped right after we clean up.

hahas life is complicated, but why think hard when you can think soft.
a stressful life can be brought on even if you are rich and sleeping peacefully.
the creator of stress, is the "stressor"(people stressing about it! )
themselves!! hahahahaha

anyway, i can't say it was an entire bad day.
in fact it was a first time, a BBQ turn out like a romantic BBQ. kind of~

a meet up of secondary school close friend with Annie's click.
at least we had fun.
laughing about how the fun turn black!! whahahas!!
obviously we didn't ate them, i don't wanna have cancer!!
lol!

anyways, after this attempt of a save-budget BBQ.
it wasn't half bad, we had our fill of half laughter and the other half of our fill!!
hope the next one would be better!!
WHOA!!

end of entry.
gonna go buy my contact lenses.

MichelleRachel
p/s: let's have another round of BBQ and have a blast!!

one of the WORST nightmare!!!

2010-08-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

It was a real torture last night.
first, i couldn't get to sleep.
And guess what?
I wasn't the only one, hahas!!

Anyways, after having a long freaking insomnia..
i finally got myself to sleep. A very tiring type of sleep.
A sleep with dreams, is the most tiring sort there is.
And what's worst is, i dreamt all the way till i woke up this morning..
before rushing for DCOM, which the deadline was today 11.59am.

I dreamt that i got marry, which it was suppose to be a happy memorable thing
BUT
i was wearing a hideous BLACK laces dress!!
(heart screaming!! I WANT A WHITE DRESS!!)

It was all BAD!!
BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD..

There was many details in the middle, but i doubt anyone would be interested.
I think that it's every girl's dream to wear the perfect wedding grown..

Typical instinct..

2010-08-14T00:51:00.002+08:00

Ridiculous.
Do i look like someone who knows it all?
Sometimes i wonder if they realise that what may make sense in their mind,
may not even make any sense at all to me or mean anything.

And this has happened afew times now.
what a pain.

The Competition.

2010-07-28T16:54:00.003+08:00

If you were to compare YAHOO & GOOGLE..
Which would you prefer?

I am a full pledged GOOGLE-follower.
Wanna know why?

If i type "shit" in those 2 search engine..
guess what comes out?

YAHOO:
shitsu

GOOGLE:
shit my dad says!

NEXT.. "loser"
Y: biggest loser
G: loser kids

NEXT.. "breath"
Y: shortness of breath
G: breathalyzer

NEXT.. "She is.."
Y: She is the man
G: She is out of my league

NEXT.. "He.."
Y: Does he like me?
G: he said, she said.

NEXT.. "God said.."
Y: God of war
G: God said he would be with me

lol. i was alittle addicted to this.
and the "slogan generator".

lol. read on..to find out.

...
....
.....
......
when i type, "fuck you"..
LOL!! It came out with a slogan of..
"Fuck you will do"

LOL!! i know it's random! but it's a good way to brighten up your life or perhaps DAY.
hahas

when i type my name "Michelle", it generate and come out with..
"I can't believe it's Michelle!" LOL!!

WAHAHHAS!! when i type "SHIT"
it came out with .."Let your shit flow"
omg. i burst out in tears.
hahahhas

So i continued..(in fact it's consider a PART2, considering i played this once..exactly on a Wednesday like today, for CC module, "enlightenment". whahhas)
Gay: "Easy gay"
i didn't know being a gay was easy.-_-"

Aishah: "Where's Aishah?"
lol!! Aishah, i didn't know you could teleport!! hahas

Serena: "Step into the light with Serena"
LOL! Serena!! when did you went into the light?

Hope: "Who wouldn't fight for Hope"
This was nice. hahas

and then i tried my name again.. but this time, Michelle Rachel.
And it went like this..
"I love Michelle Rachel" hahas thanks sloganizer!! MUHAHAHAS
next again..(i was indeed addicted..(><)!!)

"Endless possibilities with Michelle Rachel."
"My Michelle Rachel, your Michelle Rachel, Michelle Rachel for all!"
"Michelle Rachel, be ready" (okaye~ hahas)
"Michelle Rachel. The power on your side." (HAHA okaye!! got it!! )

okaye so got to stop my obbsession with this and continue with my stacks of assignments!!
Assignments dues this week are..
GEMS, MAYA, BDS.

Realise or REALisee

2010-07-28T16:46:00.002+08:00

I have come to realise or rather,
to put it this way,
i "found out" so many things just recently.

Like.
A friendship would never last without communication.

A relationship would never hold without mutal understanding.

A life would never be perfect without mistakes,
to remind us how much luck/bless we really are.

A job would not be treasured if people take things for granted.

A surprise would not be successful if nothing is planned.

A joke would not be funny without anybody there to listen.

---

So in conclusion,
after reading all the above..
you still don't get it? i think you should look around..
explore and notice your surrounding silently.
you will discover a whole new world. SERIOUSLY. =)

cheers
MichelleRachelChng

WEBD CA2; CROSS OUT!!

2010-07-15T21:03:00.001+08:00

WHOA!!!
I just got home not long ago!! And the weather is so FREAKING HOT!!!
I seriously mean it..-_-"
And so now both the air con and fan is switch on to full blast!!
Yeah!! And not to forget i'm kind of HALF relieve as..

I'm done with Webd CA2!! And now, next on my list is!!
To rush on Bds another assignment!!!

I'm seriously doom.
I have a presentation of BDS tml.
but i'm not able to go, as i have my health checkup.

And
- Fuyu's date to flower festival tml!!
- Annie & Chinhui Meetup for "Indespicable ME" Movie!!
- Meetup with Meifang Evelyn!!
It's like a mad busy day!!

Got to really plan things out..

Here's my link of my webd CA1 & CA2!!

CA1;
Using a single webpage & a single CSS page.
(Time spent: Can't remember, but it's about less than a day)
http://michellerachel.zxq.net/

CA2;
Create 6-8 webpages & a single CSS page.
Embedd videoclip.
Gallery
Survey
(Time spent: less than 2 hours )
http://michellerachelchng.zxq.net/
or
http://students.spdigitalmedia.net/michellerachel/

Not in the mood.

2010-07-11T20:56:00.004+08:00

I'm sooo not in the mood today.
i was fined this morning, till late afternoon..
the mood had spread, it feels like somethings wrong..
leading my conscious mind thinking that maybe something might happen.

it's not an ornament or a bad feeling.
instead, it's like today, I'm living in a mono tone world with just gray and black in my life without music. which normally i would feel neutral or super lame but not today.

today just seems..like a sick holiday to me.
maybe somebody out there is bad-mouthing me.
or perhaps somebody out there hates me.
lol. who knows.
feeling so sleepy right now.
but it's just 9.03pm,
and that is not normal, considering i always get super hyper late at night.

A update from my previous entry..
WEBD had postponed from last week to this week!! Hooray~
BDS marketing is due tomorrow.
DCOM presentation which was last Monday, was mistakenly remembered wrongly and was actually tomorrow.
BDS live client posters design draft is due this Tuesday.

workload is smoother but not lighter.
oh ya, Friday health checkup appt.
AGAIN~
i realise the doctor never fail to piss me off.
they never give me an answer to the problem,
but all they can do is "i think", "it could be", "maybe". always not a confirmed answer.
i know that they can't confirm with a final answer, because they are AFRAID that it may not be so. but considering the money i have spended. it is just rubbish.
I know i normally would have understand them, but not today.
today is not my day.
and today shall be my "speak it all" day!!
(i know i have friends working in the same line industry, so don't take it directly.
if that doesn't work..maybe you should stop reading
or just try to understand how a patient would feel..)

can you imagine, how many wasted times i have spend in the health checkup..
with so many money spended and no confirm source found?

money is precious! And i hate using my parents money,
it just gives me the guilt!!
ya! it's normal to take allowance from your parents,
but are you sure?
hello~ have you ever wondered how old are you now?
is it really okaye?
you can actually earn your own money!
don't have the time? then ATLEAST stop spending unnecessary MONEY!!
when i say unnecessary!! i mean stuff which you DONT NEED TO BUY!!!
like stuff you desire and don't need to have!!!
it's okaye to spend money on what you "desire" once in a WHILE. and when i say
once in a while, doesn't apply to every week or every month!!
I seriously wonder, if people from the age of 20 is still not feeling the guilt and spending money like water, your only reason should be "I'm rich, my family is loaded" or..
"i am an asshole and i don't care!!"
kids from the age of 19 and below should already be feeling this soon, if you don't?
means
1. your parents really love you so much that you are unaware as you are overprotective and still to young to understand the money issue.
2. you already know, you can't be bothered or can't control.
3. other explanation, which has hidden secrets. (i think, or hope so)

-_-" why am i so worked up for..all of a sudden.
anyways, hope children,teenagers,young adult would spare a thought for your parents.
money isn't earn like clicking your fingers and hoping money would drop from the sky out of nowhere. If you really saw how hard your parents work to raise you up, i doubt you will spend money like water, but if you are aware but still not doing something about it, you should reflect on yourself. for those who are already doing something, thumbs up!!

Michelle Rachel.
this post is an outburst.
as I'm not restricting myself.
but at least i spoke my mind today.

Time check: 9.29PM

Hammy's 21st birthday party!!

2010-07-11T01:30:00.002+08:00

WHOA!!
I'm finally home from
Christine's 21st birthday party..
Time check: 1.11am
I am seriously feeling my limit here.
I need sleep!! And i need it now!!! LOL

But i don't regret spending my day with them.
kind of reminded me of my time in sentosa.
FUN FUN and MORE FUN.
I get to meet so many ex-sexist in a day.
lol.
like..Ashley, Yvonne (Ng), Christine, Robinson, Benny, Indra, Yvonne (Wong).
that's all i think.

Meet up with some of them, for some gift shopping..
and man! is it tiring. Not because of the walking and choosing of gifts
but because i didn't have enough sleep the day before.
I feel like a living zombie walking with my soul, thinking it's in a dream.
complicated?
yeah! life's complicated anyway.

Meet up with them, gossip and found out on stuff i missed out.
fun, exciting and ..
INTERESTING!!
whaahas

Today's MAIN ATTRACTION was
Christine 21st birthday party; located at Costa Sands Resort (Pasir Ris)
and..
(drums beating)
WHAHAHHAS can't stop laughing..

and....

...
...
...

the video yvonne showed me of "Barron's kiss of love to Ashley!!!"
MUAHAHAHHAHAS
so Sweet lar!!
and whahahahs funny!!!
If only they were really a couple, maybe it would turn out interesting man!!
who knows, they might turn out to be a huge perfect match!

Oh ya!! back to Christine's 21st birthday present search..
lol. love those presents man!!
We bought her a..
(LAUGHING!!) A awesome superman bra and pantie.
A blue swatch watch.
A photo stand holder( LOVE IT!!)
&
A blue rubbish bin!!

I thought i was the only one who loves mix and match presents but
i obviously was wrong.

And lastly, i need to say..
I love my parents!!!
My dad took all the effort to drive all the way to pasir ris,
after his company friend's wedding dinner..
LOVE YA DADDY!!!

Okaye, i'm done. I got to get back to work..WEB design.
before i start feeling tired again!!

MichelleRachel*
It's only after going through so much, that i realise how bless i am now.

So sleepy

2010-07-10T01:39:00.004+08:00

I feel so tired, but i can't seem to put myself to sleep.
Great~ When i don't have time, i feel like sleeping.
When i have time to sleep and feeling tired, i can't seem to sleep.

such self toture.
argwhh!!
finally i'm done with DCOM CA2, submitting it through my school blog..
Now all i'm left with is WEBD CA2, due this coming friday.
and BDS marketing on coffeetable and another live client design concept.
JIAYOU JIAYOU MICHELLER!!!
AJA AJA FIGTHING!!!

ASSIGNMENTS will never end

2010-07-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

Okaye seriously, i doubt any module's assigment would just stop any time soon.
Thinking "FINALLY!! I'm FREE!!" then suddenly during the exact moment we submit something.. the lecturer will just bomb us with stuff like "Hi Class/Hives, We have ..."
And my mouth will just drop open, mentally~ and my hidden expression is " -..-" "
hahas anyways, these doesn't surprise me after haveing to go through all THAT in the beginning of the year.. yeah~ i mean year 1!
Good training. Now i know why designers have such bad attitude and moodswings.
lol.

Anyways, i have a
DCOM presentation tomorrow morning.
and GEMS submission of 8 photos tomorrow too.

Followed by..
WEDB CA2 & DCOM CA1/2 dued this friday.

Kind of used to the no sleep days. But obviously who wanna toture themselves?
lol. okaye its kind of funny, coz when i say that. but that's what serena, aishah and myself are always doing. It's like when we do it, even if it was the last minute we always do it out best and all.(sometimes not. on occassion HAHAS)

I don't know how to express this. but you will know what i'm refering to when you're there at that point.

Anyways, Here's how my 3D Violion modelling using MAYA will roughly look like.
So hooray!!
This is snapped (printscreen) during the process.

And this is how it looks like when it is 100% done.
All that is left is the adding of textures, lighting and so on.
WHOA WHOA!!
MichelleRachel.
I pray that tomorrow DCOM presentation will go smoothly and atleast i can get a B with serena.
And that all assignments will be submitted on time!! AMEN* LOL!!

Year 2; Tokyo Study Trip

2010-06-29T22:31:00.005+08:00

Just yesterday, azhar(my lecturer) has informed all 2nd year students in (HIVES)my course..
that during the november week, we would be having a study trip to TOKYO!!!!!
which i am all up for it, but i can't say the same for my wallet.

I have not open this topic to my parents..
and i'm still wondering if i should?

money is always an issue.
$2,000~
And i have not even included the amount for food consumation and addition money for allowance and stuff. And not forgetting that food in japan and other stuff ain't cheap.

it would be such a waste.
if i'm not able to go..
i guess i would feel devasted, i would not deny.
Gaining experience from other country, face to face and not in books or internet.
and a huge BONUS to be able to see how JAPAN will look like and see how japan funtion and run their designs of animation, advertisement, all sorts of creative media!!!

but even if i did go..
i would probably feel bad for allowing my parents to pay for everything..
it just doesn't feel right to let my parents to pay for me.
getting allowance from them is like having me to dye my hair white.

Anyways, i have decided to WORK WORK & WORK!!
To single handedly sponsor myself to JAPAN!
WAIT FOR ME TOKYO!!!

p/s: I just heard from Aishah today that maybe YEAR 3 Study Trip has changed from KL to SWEDEN!!! I got to start saving not only for my school materials, assignments but for study trip as well!! -_-" I wonder should i be happy or not. lol

AHH!!! Hwang Tae Kyung!!

2010-06-26T04:08:00.000+08:00

AHHH!!

I finally manage to get my hands on the other version of

Hwang Tae Kyung animation gif.

2 others of Go Mi Nam!!! lol

Is he delicious or what?!

HAHAHAS

Anyways, for those who are interested and want this

ANJELL Animation GIF.

You can simply go to your Internet Explorer.

(If you can't find your "Tools" in IE, click on "Alt" on your keyboard)

"Tools" -> "Internet Options" -> Under Browsing history,

click on "Settings","files"

and

Search for all GIF. format files. Remember to check if you have the right ones before saving.
WALA!!

EASY?!

If you are having a hard time looking for those GIF. animation..

their names are..

Go Mi Nam

美男超市 (240X320)

Hwang Tae Kyung
泰京超市 (240X320)
Q版泰京

新禹超市 (240X320)

jeremy超市 (240X320)

ENJOY~!!

MichelleRachel

Rushing for BDS right now.

Hopefully I'm able to finish it by tomorrow morning and

start on my 3D modelling next!!

MAYA here i come!!

WHOA!!!

I hate it.

2010-06-24T11:36:00.002+08:00

I seriously hate it when this kind of stuff happens.
I didn't want to be rude or be impolite to her on her special day..
but she just have to make me burst.

The very one sentence i recently hate the most, when i entered polytechnic is..
"Your DAY become NIGHT and your NIGHT become DAY"!!!

I SERIOUSLY FREAKING HATE THIS SENTENCE!!
Why can't people especially my parents understand that i have to..
Assignments can't finish themselves~
I need to meet submissions, or else it's zero~ for me!!!

Take today, for example..
I woke up about 10plus in the morning, and my mom complained about me..
staying up so late..(yeah! which is true. i slept about 3-4am)
but at least i woke up in the morning!! and not in the afternoon!!

I seriously don't get it.
It's not as if i was just watching TV, I was trying to force myself to do my assignments..
to get it kicking.
I think my brain can't just focus on one side but i need something to multi-task.
And yes, finally i started doing "something"..
Felt happy. Went to bed. Woke up. Feeling and Mood all gone.
Thanks Mom!!
Happy Blessed Birthday!!

MichelleRachel*
Parent are so irritating in times. Not only are they always nagging and complaining but
they are always there for us. I think it's a parents thing, which everyone would HAVE sooner or later.

sick of feeling lazy..

2010-06-24T00:58:00.000+08:00

Crap! I realise i rather do anything but my school assignments..
which would be due on the 2nd day of school reopen.

I have so many stuff to do, but i still couldn't start my engine..
To start running..
I seriously need to get started ASAP.
If not it's Doom day to me.

MichelleRachel*
I'm seriously "sick" of feeling lazy.
But who can complain?
Being lazy just means more rest time for me.
And more Stress time afterwards..

Where is "he"?

2010-06-24T00:52:00.001+08:00

I need some love romances in my life!!!

I wanna have a love life so happening and romantic that i will never forget.

MichelleRachel
I believe in Miracles!
And even fate! but it doesn't mean we can't fight "bad" fate!!

Happy Blessed Birthday MUMMY!!

2010-06-24T00:28:00.002+08:00

The time now is 28minutes pass 12AM.
And therefore, it's finally the 24th June!!

Happy Blessed Birthday Mummy!!

As usually, i look up to your tolerance for our stubbornness and impatient in times.
And always helping us whenever we needed help.
Or even secretly assisting us even though you claim you wouldn't help.

LOVE YA ALWAYS!!!

hahas!!
And just this evening, My parents were being treated like royals!!
hahas why? Cause they were invited to Marina Bay Singapore for a dinner event!!

COOL!! If only you have seen the door gifts and scenery there~!
My dad even said that there were a huge red carpet for them to walk on.
lol!! And my parents were asked to walk on the red carpet and soon..
reporters, photographers were like mad crazy taking pictures of them!!
HAHAS!! My parents are not only being treated like royals but a addition status of a SUPERSTAR!! lol. I can't stop laughing, when i remember how he describe to me..

INCREDIBLE!!

This is what life should be. Everybody should experience such "glorious" and great "entertainment"!!!

THUMBS UP!!!

Photos would be uploaded shortly..
As long as i figure out how to send those pictures that was taken with my dad's iPhone~

Oh ya, Great! My family will soon become the iPhone user family~!
As soon as my mom, purchase her new iPhone 4g.

All EXCEPT for me! hahas I'm still a LG user~
I kind of feel like being a iPhone user myself. lol i wonder if it's a good thing.
-_-" Just today, My sisters and my dad was playing with a new application that was similar to a walkie-talkie. cool isn't it? now people can chat without paying for phone bills.
But not all apple applications desire to be promoted or be given credit. lol
Like the lame application that should have worked, by locating "your friend or family" by just entering their contact number.. thinking it works, all it does is locate..
YOURSELF!! hahas. So if you are lost, this application would work perfectly well, for you!! hahas

END!!

MichelleRachel*
Concentration is hard, when distractions are located everywhere.

Difference between Stupid and Dumb?

2010-06-21T00:37:00.002+08:00

Being called Stupid, means;
you're not borned dumb but you're not getting it or not remembering what you have been taught or learned!

while..

Being called Dumb, means;
you're borned dumb, and lack the common sense or knowlegde of an ignorant person!

And what's the difference with being called an idiot then?
Let me continue this another day. lol
As it's getting late and i need to start working on my assignments which would be due in a week's time..and which i, myself have not started doing at all.
Nitey nite people!!

MichelleRachel
I don't think it's right to call someone stupid or dumb, but i know it's already embedded in our minds. We may not mean what we say but others think otherwise.
For people, who are being called those or even other names, should not absorb all those negativity or give up. in fact you should stand your ground and know who you are! and have faith in who you are!!
God make us different for a reason. Be proud of it and embrace your fear. As fear fears you!!

Life is never simple unless YOU want it to be!

2010-06-21T00:28:00.004+08:00

If you want a simple relationship, why don't you date a robot?
or even better, date a Japanese game computerise made believe lover!?

Love is never SIMPLE!
in fact they are all COMPLICATED!!!

And that is what make life interesting, don't you think so?
You have your UPs and DOWNs, to compare with.
And with DOWNs, you can treasure your UPs even more!

Human are deceiving, as much as we say we love simple but our actions are not.
What we look like, may not be how we think.
That is another fact that make humans dangerously interesting to study yet hard to understand.

BUT that's another factor, which links up all the way to factor L!
Wondering what is it?
IT'S LIFE!! hahas

MichelleRachel*
Life is never simple honey, Unless you want it to be!

Father's Day

2010-06-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

Happy Blessed Father's Day to ALL FATHERS and ESPECIALLY TO MINE!!!

It was suppose to be a very relaxing day to him,
until his phone RANG!! Like repeatedly~

Sometimes, i seriously wonder how the workers are gonna survive without my dad.
And what made matters worst? He just receive a freaking call less than 10 minutes ago..
And once again, he had to work. for something he doesn't even have to do AT ALL~

Being kind is one thing.
But being misused is another matter!!

-__= " Looking at the time now..He would probably be back after midnight and oops oh ya he got to go to work early the next morning. He seems under paid than people whom are lazy and slacking and are overpaid for.

My sisters and myself plan to eat out, and celebrate but everything was celebrated "in-home" which was fined. durian cake~ home cooked spaghetti + rite pizza delivery~

all ruin by a simple phone call~

MichelleRachel
I love my parents!!!

Black all the way!!

2010-06-16T18:04:00.005+08:00

After 9 long years, i'm hereby officially black headed!!
lol. I have been having my personal spa for the last 2 days~

2 days ago..
i had my black mask facial!!
which was hilarious!! as something funny happened! hahas

and just yesterday..
i had my brown hair dyed BLACK!!!
all by myself!! whoa!!

and had my pores removed with my black pore remover! hahas
ALL BLACK!!
I'm black all the way!! WHOA!!

lol! Imagine~
It took me a total of 9 long years to have my hair dyed back to black~
I'm amazed! I totally forgot how i look like with black hair~

MichelleRachel*
Still looking for my shiney stars!!
(dreamy~)

ANJELL FREE ANIMATION WALLPAPER!!

2010-06-13T15:46:00.007+08:00

KOREAN DRAMA

You're Beautiful!!

Jang Geun Suk as Hwang Tae Kyung

Park Shin Hye as Go Mi Nam

Jung Yong Hwa as Kang Shin Woo

Lee Hong Ki (FT Island) as Jeremy

Jang Geun Suk as Hwang Tae Kyung

I am honestly so mad crazy over A.N.JELL that i went looking for the "animated wallpaper" for touch screen phones which moves and reacts when touch!!!

And I'm seriously having a hard time! Now I'm even suspecting if it even exist..
So disappointed. But i didn't gave up just yet..

After googling for stuff like:
ANJELL phone animation,
ANJELL character animation,
ANJELL animation wallpaper,
ANJELL touchscreen animation wallpaper,

and so on.
believe me. i tried every names or labels it would probably be called. but ..no-thing~
i manage to find A.N.JELL animated wallpaper, in gif. format thou.
And I'm still in search for the mobile touchscreen application of all A.N.JELL characters!!
( Like Uhey have in her mobile, like in the "you're beautiful" drama!! )

AHH!!

I decided to post those animation gif. above, as i realise many like me are not able to find them or even have them as their own. lol

BUT there is this website;
http://blog.naver.com/dl3465/94279131
where you can find all of A.N.JELL characters!!
But you would have to grab them!
coz i think the user blocked others from copying!!
To think i thought i can finally get another version of "Hwang Tae Kyung "!!

Dammit!!
Nevertheless i will continue searching!! lol

p/s: Guess what? i joined A.N.JELL international fans club!! lol amazing? i know!! lol
AHH LOVE THEM ALL!!!
Click here to join too!! lol

currently eating chocolate almond!!
signing off!!

Michelle Rachel

searching..

2010-06-12T23:47:00.002+08:00

looking for that particular shiney star.
i wonder when am i able to find my very own shiney star..

MichelleRachel
I pray and await for the star. *

My STAR!!

2010-06-12T23:01:00.006+08:00

AHH!! Just finish YET another HEART THROBBING KOREAN SERIES!!!

미남이시네요!! You are Beautiful!! 是美男啊！！

AHH!! I just simply can't say no to such love series. they make my heart pump faster. it's like all 6 sense are release. A very good way to destress!
Although, it's only a series of 1 to 16. but somehow it's just nice.

2010-06-11T20:16:00.001+08:00

I expect more in life, is that wrong?

Why can't life be like a fairy tale..
Then every problem would have it's reason.
And every heart breaks would serve it's point.

完美小姐进化论 Human Act Series!!!

2010-05-29T21:42:00.007+08:00

AHH!!

I have finally finish watching 完美小姐进化论 in Japanese Human Act!!!

Why are Japanese series always so short!! haiz.

there are only a total of 10 episode!! -_-"

anyways,

it was nice and VERY funny!!
alittle different from the original, comparing from the comics.
BUT it's sure worth watching!! muachahahs

This is how it look like in comics and animation.

And this is in Japanese Human Act!!

Hmm.. At first, i feel irritated of the female lead as she wasn't following the original script of her character, but soon later everything kind of fits into place. hahas maybe I'm adapted to it. but who cares! A series that make people laugh and cry is a great piece of work!! HOORAY!!

MUST WATCH!!!

Hmm.. Taking about "MUST WATCH" series!!

there are many series which are worth watching!! like~

OH MY LADY!

Personal Taste!!

AHH!! "Oh My Lady!!" & "Personal Taste" are 2 MAD CRAZY series which will

guaranteed to burst all your 6 senses!! hahas

---

There are many assignments not done yet~

AHH!! gotta get things moving later.

And i have not visited a doctor yet, coz my ear feel better!!

HURRAY!! save money!! lol

-----

MichelleRachel"The 2nd Day of PLAN"

2010-05-26T21:08:00.003+08:00

Things i wanna get done..

Ranking the most important, the highest.

1. Have my ear check up by tomorrow!!
2. Have my health checkup done!!
3. Work harder, play harder!!
4. Buy hair dye!!
5. Buy contact lenses!!
6. NO MORE FAST FOOD!! eww.. sick of it.
7. Buy Hair conditioner ASAP!!
8. GO SHOPPING!!!

AHH!! Singapore SALES!!
Everywhere is having a 40% MAD SALES!!!
Argwhh!! I wanna go shopping!!!

MichelleRachel
Everyone have their own resposibility,
it all depends on how you look at it.

The 1st LEAVE/MC of YEAR2!!

2010-05-26T20:32:00.006+08:00

Yet another day..
A failed attempt to consult a doctor regarding my blocked and swollen ear.
Which has been going on for more than a week now.
Supposedly it was planned and scheduled on Monday, then it continues..

But i doubt even a doctor can fight the long hours of good sleep.
i am feeling so much better after having 10 hours of sleep yesterday.
refresh refresh refresh!!!

Consider the fact, i skipped 2 lessons today..
but it's all worthwhile!!
I feel so much better!! and i think my horrible flu and teary eyes are completely cured.
lol. =p actually i think it was all well, since Tuesday but oh well, i needed to be sure! hahahas
and..
I declare this is the very first time i took a LEAVE since Year 2!!
Amazing uh? hahas yeah!! so proud of myself!!
And it would be the 2nd time this year and this week after tomorrow!!
AND I'm not being lazy or childish, i have a appointment with my health dietician!!
which was postpone since last year! And i don't think the doctor is happy about it.lol.

Being a student of Designs, made me realise how real life working designers live their life.
It's tiring, stressful in times(okaye~most of the time) and much more BUT
it's FUN, EXCITING, TRILLING and NERVE RACKING!!
I can put my brains to good use, i can think in my own creative and weird way!!
which is great, since i like to think alot. hahas
but in health concern. designers got to have a health check! health caution.

MichelleRachel
Every rule has it's owner and ever owner has it's loopholes.
We should stop complaining and cut all excuses, It's our Rule! we should Fix it!!

Where's my confidence?

2010-05-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

I wonder what has gotten into me.
Presentation hadn't been so hard since starting of this year..
i wonder where my self-confidence has gone.

it feels annoying when i know i can do it.
i feel like a complete person when I'm facing my current class.
where is that straight forward, happy and confidence Michelle?!!!

i feel so pissed of myself and kinda useless.
i hate feeling this way!!!
this is the 2nd time i have shown myself, how my presentation can get any worst..
i wonder if I'm really nervous or i just lost my self-confidence.

learning has never stop me.
insult has never bother me.
why can a presentation pull me so low and strip me out of my integrity.

I wish to be a better person,
to be what i really am.
to laugh, to cheer, to smile, to get along, to be myself!!!

I PROMISE TO MYSELF, that i will invert my bad presentation to my usual good self!!!
I PRAY!! that everything will go well!!!
(*Amen)

COOL!!

2010-05-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

I just learned from the news today that, hairs of all kinds and types; human, animals, etc are being collected to help absorb the oil spill in the ocean. SO COOL!!

It's nature and kind of organic?
hahas..
didn't know that hair was able to suck oil. like seriously. hahas

AND

today was a great day, considering i lose about 3-4bucks in manjong? hahas
and that, i was able to finally meet up with friends from sentosa.
and man, am i gonna learn manjong all over again!!!
-_-" how taught me manjong? lol. only today had i realise i was playing it all wrong.
okaye not all wrong entirely, but regarding the "tai" part.
after today lesson, i would keep in mind what i should and should not do!!

lol. a lesson well learnt, i think. whahahs
Yvonne house was nice man. when can i move house?!! hahas
when is it my turn? wahahas. anyways i had fun.
learning and playing manjong!! and finally getting to meet up with Christine,Ashley and Yvonne!! whom i didn't manage to meet on wednesday!! lol coz she was on cruise.
but i did manage to meet up with Claire, Christine, Ashley, Robinson and Benny!! at Pizza Hut!!

everyone is graduating!! when is it my turn..

love studying but i love money too!! haiz.
anyways, after Yvonne house, left and had dinner..
mos burger. whoa.
hadn't had rice burger since quite awhile. enjoyed it while having my updated news.
missed THEM lots.

i almost forget how happy i was, and how much fun it was back then.
i feel so crappy now.
i hate poly. not becoz of the place or overwhelming assignments..
but when i'm there, i feel so bored, not being happy and energetic the way i am.

and so, i decided!! to be more INTERACTIVE with my classmates in sp.
this is like the very 1st time i feel lazy bother or care about others and not being able to click and interact well with "my classmates". i will TRY!!

and almost forgot, THANKS CHRISTINE for your mom's homemade curry!! i like it!! lol!
and and and..
SORRY!! for being late today! =P

subtract the torns and include the rainbows!!!

2010-05-06T19:45:00.001+08:00

What's Bad about it? Just groove with it!!

What Hurts the most?
1. Being forgotten.
2. Being misunderstood.
3. Being alone.
4. Being abandon.
5. Being ignored.
6. Being backstabbed.
7. Being laughed at.

What's worth smiling? & being happy about?
1. Being remembered.
2. Being understood.
3. Being surrounded by friends.
4. Being protected.
5. Being rescued.
6. Being loved.
7. Being mention, happily.

Replace the torns(bad) with shiny rainbows(good).
And bake your muffins(feelings), till it mature and grow.
And there POPs; Smile and laughters!!!

MichelleRachel \(>-<)/
I love life, do you?
Ups and Downs are for noobs.
I'm in a pro level now!!! lol.
Muachahahas WHOA!!

we should live life!!!

2010-05-06T19:01:00.004+08:00

People are always prone to fate, i wonder why should we?

Even some are prone to failure, We should never GIVE UP!!!

Especially lots of people i know, are prone to be mistreated, undertreated.

Humans are very weird creatures which often (most of the times)
remember the bad memories compared to the good ones.

i think the best solutions for all is US, ourselves.
"Mentally and physical"
Everything is in the mind, a carefree person is a happy person!!

in fact, a person who couldn't care less is "prone" to life longer to being whom are "prone" to care more.

lol.BUT obviously, we shouldn't be people whom are "too" carefree, ignore everything and everyone in the world.. we should know our limits and boundary.

And so, rather than always worrying, we should stay happy and positive.
Enjoying, every part of life!!!
I'm serious.

i come to realise, poly is the source of stress or should i say the beginning of one.
hahas. and the cure to solve this is only us, ourselves.
so LOVE LIFE!!! and LIVE LIFE!!!

thanks mommy for giving birth to me!!
Happy Blessed Advance Mother's day!!!!!

WHOA!!
LOVEYA!!!muacks!

MichelleRachel*
Human are weak creatures, but with a little faith.. Everything is POSSIBLE!!

Mess up.

2010-05-01T02:31:00.000+08:00

And i mean literally,
i was suppose to present my name card design together with my concept..
but i wonder why i panic and everything well quick and fast.
too fast, i don't think my mouth is moving the same speed as my brain.
Neither was the rest of the classes.
SHIT!! i feel so wasted.

Why why why..
Argwhh!! all i can do now is to do better the next time!
AJA AJA FIGTHING!!!

Mixed feeling actually..
i was 1st, shocked when Mr Azzy?
(okay fined i admit, i can't remember his name. lol back to topic.)

Each lecturer from each class are to select 3 students to present their name cards and concept, or to talk about themselves.
which aishah was saying, she got a feeling, he would call my name.
and i was just about to say,"no la" then just exact as those words came out of my mouth..
...
he called my name.
suai or what right? i was like stone, then panicked.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(This was exactly how things was going on inside of my head!!)

i had no idea how to present myself, it was a shocked and both honour.
but still SHOCKED!!!
oh-man, i was wondering..what am i gonna say..
it's so easy explaining to friends or lecturers.
but why is it so difficult to present it to 3 classes?

i wonder why too.
i hate being nervous. so i tried to calm myself down.
which worked, till he called my name when it's my turn to present.
i just lost it. everything i planned to say just went haywire.
not in sequence. and worst off. it was too fast of a speed that even i wonder what i'm trying to say. i feel so embarrass to even face Mr Azzy. but thank god when that was over..
during the one-to-one consultation, he didn't asked me anything and just acted normal.
which was kind of "considerate" of him.
coz if he had asked on the spot, i would have felt even more bad about it and feel guilty for not doing a good job. including being his student, and i mess up. bad~
(maybe it's because he had been a lecturer for so long that he got use to it and couldn't be bothered, or he was just plain good and considerate of a lecturer; i'll rather choose option B)

After today's incident, i kind of admire those whom can actually present without even panicking or worry. or maybe it's just the appearance, which was still cool.
-_-" wonder what's happening..
i wasn't like this before.. wonder if poly has a effect of exposing the other part of you, you didn't know of..maybe?

I shall end here, as this is getting draggy.
p/s: my stomach is still feeling explosive from dinner.

MichelleRachel*
Face my fears, and fear shall face me.

yummy!!!

2010-05-01T02:03:00.002+08:00

WHOA!!
Had a steamboat buffet with my family at crystal jade restaurant.(Holland)
and oh man, have i enjoyed the delicious xiao long bao and lots and lots of meat!!
yeah!! i mean MEAT!! ahhhh.. and veg, dessert and lots more.

And i think the shi chuan spicy soup base is still giving me the kicks.
i mean honestly. hahas my stomach is still feeling it.
YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY!!!

Hmm.. found a new place to have a get together.
other than boring old Seoul garden~
Yuki yaki~
and many more.
whoa whoa!!

Ending here.
MichelleRachel*
Wonder what should i get for my mom this Sunday.. (thinking~)
for Mother's day.

Wednesday's flashback

2010-04-29T22:44:00.002+08:00

Lol! A picture taken in the mrt, obviously.
while on the way to Changi Airport.

And this is taken the way back home, yet another mrt shot.

Isn't the boy in the middle adorable?

Hahas. If only you have seen him eatting his BK hungrily. SO CUTE!

I almost wanted to go over there and prick his cheeks!! ARGWHH!!!lol.

The last picture is when i got back home..
Amazing isn't it?
Wonder how the residents staying facing this direction could always manage to break the glass of this shelter..

MichelleRachel*

I believe what i believe, even if i have to lie to myself..

A couple of fantastic 3D Videos..

2010-04-28T00:11:00.002+08:00

Alma*
Green
Cat's Meow

p/s: Those videos are all introduced by Annie! Which i would like to share with everyone!!!
Great works!! Thinking of all the texturing, effects, rendering, story boarding and lots more!

The song in my head..

2010-04-27T23:51:00.002+08:00

The song in my head, isn't going away..
and to make thing worst, it sounds so complicated and kind of sad.

Other than this,
today has been a very relax day.
when i say relax, i really do mean RE-LAX~
Today's lesson started with a MAYA lecture at 8am, which was fun and relax(1)..
As considering i'm interested in MAYA, excited to know what different would it be comparing it with 3D MAX. especially when the lecturer, Mr Rosman was so easy going, relax(2)..
He even gives us break and wasn't all that strict and in fact he was very paitent with everyone in class, even for those whom was unbelievable late, like i wonder how is it possible to be late to that extent, relax(3)..

After MAYA lecture,
Aishah, Serena and myself headed to the MRT to process straight to Changi Airport.
Relaxing and listening to our own music with a few chip in conversion, relax(4)..
When we arrived, it was almost empty. and so we headed to ...
(drums rolling..) non other than..
POPEYE!! <3 LOVE!!!
hahas, relax(5)..
enjoying our meal, chit chatting and started exploring and chilling around the airport..relax(6)
it's so much different when you're traveling.
Envy those people i saw awaiting for their flight!! Argwhh!!
After the "assignment" we had from hives, which was strictly confidential.
listen, absorb, plan, creative, design. WHOA!! It ended almost exactly on the dot.
which wasn't all that "yippe" just "oh..okaye~" and so headed home through MRT.
relax(7).. slept through the journey, although not completely but at least i managed to have a bit of close eye. and so today was the most "relaxed" day since school has started.

When people say, "school will be mad crazy on the 1st year and mad relax on the 2nd".
it seems true!! hahas and i hope it continue in this path and speed.

MichelleRachel
*// When the boundary of trust breaks and need time to heal..

...

2010-04-25T17:39:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so restless today, trouble and confused maybe.

But i'm sure i love the weather today!!
It's so cool, clean and refreshing, not to mention the lovely lights and clouds i can see from just out the window.

MichelleRachel;
It would not be the same, when that trust is broken..
never..agian

Things to be done.

2010-04-25T17:33:00.002+08:00

DCOM;
- Self introduction and goals
- Mindmapping

BDS;
- Experience @ Macdonald's
- Namecard Design & Mockup
- 5 Questions for Live Client

I'm 90% done with the namecard design, and self introduction and goals but not much for the rest.

Not a good day..

2010-04-25T00:30:00.002+08:00

I have been having the runs for this entire week.
That is not a good sign, especially when school has started just a week ago.

What's worst is, i hate quarrels.

Anyways, I was supposed to be happy and feeling excited with my online stuff that i bought.
But ..
things wasn't what i hoped. Firstly, the earpiece was so disappointing.
it wasn't the same as it was shown!!! what makes matter worst was, one side of the volume is louder than the other. what luck!!

2ndly, was the optical mouse. the clicking right and left keys are kind of connected.
so example, if i click on the right, the left clicks as well. although it doesn't happens all the time,
but it just goes to show how not user-friendly it is. and how the designs are just a horrible shit ass. I spend like a total of 80plus but nothing seems to go well.

So people whom buy online stuff must always be prepared for the worst.
This is just a great reminder to me that, buying stuff in shops are way better than anything.
Why? coz i have a guranette and i can always be assured that the customer service or sale person would always be there to serve to my needs. (Although, not applying to every shops).

So not in a good mood today.
In every way..

MichelleRachel
p/s: Annie came over to my place, intending for a cool dip in the pool but the weather was just not sporting enough. hahas so we watched tv, chatted and went online in the end. not forgetting the steamboat we had for dinner. i was bloated and hope it went the same to annie.hahas
i was even jokingly commenting that, " Every time you come over, our family feed you up, Don't later, your mom come running after me".

Things in my head..

2010-04-23T00:49:00.000+08:00

Things in my head..
1. Thank god its friday!!
2. Finally cutted my fringe.
3. Bds bds bds(namecard design)
4. Having the runs recently!!
5. Should i bring my laptop tml?
6. Should i buy that top?
7. Lesson starts at 8am tml(today), and i can't het to sleep~!! Arghh.

hooray.. school have started(fake hyper)..

2010-04-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

HOORAY..(fake excitement)
School have started and assignments are already starting to pack up.

But atleast it isn't as crazy and busy as compared to the 1st day of school,
for both 1st or 2nd semester.
Love MAYA, can't wait to learn more about it!!
hmm.. BDS is a yes-no complicated relationship,
one minute, i feel boring and sleepy..
the next, i feel completely attentive and listening to every lecture..

but thank god, GEMs lesson are not that all "hard" or "heavy load of work"
hahas..and another PLUS point is, i was in the same class as Serena!!
And all photography lessons are already well knowledged and educated within us!
lol. If you're wondering,..
UH? then why choose this certain GEMS?

answer; easy! coz we are clever and lazy!
WAHAHAS!! good enough answer for you?

Anyways, another GREATEST PLUS POINT is!!
The lecturer is easy-going and not a "MR. SMART ASS" WHOA!!
YIPE!! starting to love 2nd year already!!

HOPEFULLY, this flow continues..
no rush. no stress. = WHOA!! good life!
(As long as every assignments are done and submitted on time!!)

"if only"...

2010-04-22T00:01:00.002+08:00

There's way too many "If only" possibility in life.
Life should be spent and enjoy to the fullest!!
Without a tint of hesitation.

Although, i would love to do the same, and everyone knows..
it's pretty hard to achieve but I'm chasing after the life i should have and what i think i shouldn't do!!

Thinking POSITIVE!! is way better than thinking negative.
Don't you think?

I know life is complicated, but isn't it the same for everyone.
Although, it may be worst for some.
But because of such obstacles, human grow stronger and learn more!

MichelleRachel
Life isn't all about this, but it's all about THAT!!

desire?

2010-04-12T01:13:00.000+08:00

Things i want to own! lol

1. DSLR Nikon/Canon.
2. Polaroid Camera.
3. MAC PRO.
4. Wallet
; While packing my room. I realise that all the wallets that i own are gone case.
and so i threw them all away. Leaving me with only coin pouches
5. ...
; lol! Can't think of any now. but i know i have a long list to go. hahas

Another day..

2010-04-12T00:58:00.000+08:00

It's another day..
In a week's time, the school holidays would be jolly well be over!
I wonder if i should be happy or plain depress.
It's like my holiday have never began...

I feel so bored,
(1) Either from staying home..
(2) Stay home, and cleaning the house..
(3) Go out without anything to shop for..
(4) Go out and shop, spending lots of money!!
...Hate it. arghh!!
I can't wait to go back to school.
Reducing the electric bill from my home..

LOL!! but i kind of have a feeling, i would wish it was holiday again..when I'm back to school.

Anyways, Just today..
I went to Claire's place with Christine, Ashley, Jasmine and Benny.
A couple of friends from sentosa which i have not seen in ages.
I feel embarrass for all the meetup i was not able to make.
lol. But I'm glad they have not change abit. Other than greater appearance. lol
But one thing I'm sure is..
due to not being able to meetup and so on.
it was hard for me to be me..
LOL!! as there was no common topic?
*Note to self! Organise time properly for both studies, work and friends!!!!!

After the party,
which i must say! hahas the chocolate was delicious!! YUMS!!
LOVE IT!! & Claire's Polaroid as well!! So gona save and buy one!!

MichelleRachel
p/s: Thanks fuyu for chatting with me while i was waiting! hahas
Although somebody was mostly distracted by the TV right infront of her! hahas..

m&m earpieces / m&m ear drops

2010-04-09T18:02:00.003+08:00

M&M EARPIECE!!!

Interested in buying cheap and adorably delicious M&M Earpiece?
Also known as M&M Ear drops?

Now you can buy them in reasonable prices!!!

The colours available are Blue, Yellow, Orange, Green, Brown, Red, Pink, White!!

If you are interested? You can leave your orders on my tagboard!!

I didn't have the time to blog about them and they are already selling fast!

So people who are interested please let me know asap!! Thanks!!! As not much colours are left!!
HURRY!!! wahahas!!

p/s: My next entry would be about a cute adorable mouse called the "Egg ball mouse" which is simply so adorable!! ahhh!!

Bad weather!! Good Shopping!!

2010-04-09T17:40:00.000+08:00

Today..
Chinhui left for Taiwan!! (With her family)
And the day before was Serena!! (With her family too)

When will it be ME???
hahas!! i wanna be next!!
Pray!! (Real HARD!!!!!) wahahahs

Ohya! due to the weather, many is getting sick and venerable!
And this is bad! especially when the weather is so hot, many have either resort to switching on the air-con or ..忍！

Arlia!!! JIAYOU!!! Drink more water and get well soon!!
Aja aja fighting!!!

Next up is,
i feel so happy and stress today!
I finally bought a top and a blouse from both Dorthy Perkins and Top Shop!!!
The stress part shall keep it in secret, coz not very nice! hahas..

AHH!! Ohya!!
Jump topic!! i am so in love with this Korean Series!!!
named "Oh! My Lady" ahhh!!
It's a little close to "Full house" and "My 1st love is a actor" or something.. hahas
damn nice! Now it's up to the 6 episode!! can't wait for the up coming episode! whoa!!
I spend so much today!! About 60plus.. OMG.. i really need to find a part time job soon!
While shopping with Fuyu today, we came across a certain japanese brand which is simply adorable. shall post it later. (if i remember, hahas) damn nice!
And it reminds me of claire, which her birthday celebration is this sunday, so i decided to buy it for her!! lol

Shall end here! TATA!!

unreveal road to death.

2010-03-31T23:29:00.001+08:00

I seriously wonder if guys have PMS..
or is it just a random thing they must and will have.

it is so irritating when the storm just turned into a lightening and starts attacking people with their "know-it-all" sudden thunder.
Don't get what i mean?
You will totally understand once you have been through..

It is so indescribable f. irritating, where i feel like using a not so sharp knife to cut him repeatedly.
why?
coz it wouldn't be a fatal road to death, and he would suffer while tremble repeatedly and soon later slowly bleed and die!!!

Damn piss off.
(ignore me!! i'm just in the a bad mood)

results

2010-03-24T10:41:00.003+08:00

I was previously nervous yet excited for the reveal of the results this couple of days,
but today morning, when i received the message of my grades..
i couldn't say that the feeling was neutral.

i was devastated, and i really mean that.
but surprisingly, when i saw my GPA..
my 1st reaction was immediate upset, but i just stay still and turn into a block, and continue laying on my bed.
I suppose that is what people may consider a depression, which I'm pretty sure I'm not.
otherwise i wouldn't be blogging about it, wouldn't i?

haiz.
a 9am message could lift my nervous system way high and drop me real deep below.
I was expecting the minimum at least of 3. or even to maintain.
but the lecturers, mean otherwise.
in fact i take this as a motivation to work even harder!!!

although, i still feel upset..
imagining how many days and nights of sleepless nights~
(take note; its not restless night! but sleepless nights, which my parents would call me a zombie/vampire land.)
I know many have lower GPA than me but you can't really compare the differences with different courses, unless we are in the same course and even same class.

oh ya, it seems i was blabbing so much, i forgot to state my GPA grade.
(drum rolling)

...
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...
...
...
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2.923

this the 1st time ever, for me to obtain a GPA lower than 3.
can you imagine how i am feeling right now?
yes, "EMOTIONLESS".
ARGHHHHH!!!!! I must really work harder for year 2!!!
WHOA!!! AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!

michellerachel*
p/s: After adding those 2 GPAs and dividing them,
the cumulative gpa of my result for this year is

"GPA:3.2"
How disappointing..
加油！！！ WORK HARDER!!!!!
AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!

How to count your semisters GPA? (If it's not stated in your school system?)
That's easy. Just add both GPA from the 1st and 2nd semisters, example using mine.

1st semister: 3.5
2nd semister: 2.923

Add them together, which equals to 6.423
and dividing them by 2(from 2 semisters)
and TA DA!! your final year GPA is out.
which mine is equal to 3.2115.

All the best for the others!!! JIAYOU!!

Having the runs

2010-03-19T18:35:00.000+08:00

Isn't it great? I am having the runs since yesterday night.
I must apologise to fuyu, hahas..
because of this, i had to cancel our date today.

AHHH!! to think i was looking forward to a day filled with shopping!!!
Devastated, but thanks to my diar, i skipped lunch~ whoa.
And just consumed egg porridge, healthy and plain!!
-_-" And guess i have not been noticing what date it was..
It is Saturday tomorrow!!! I always thought it was friday tomorrow.
muachahahs.

MichelleRachel*
p/s: Love fairytail!!
When is the online comics ever coming out..~

Love the rain!!!

2010-03-18T16:51:00.000+08:00

Today has been a cold freezing weather.
You can never imagine how cold it is now, but ofcourse Singaporean would know.
hahas..I'm sure every where in Singapore would seem the same.
It has been raining and stopping, and the route rotates.
But i simply love the weather!!!As people know, i love the cold windy breeze!!!!!
Maybe it's due to my thick skin? hahahas..LOL!! Anyways, I'm still in my holidays and in the progress of cleaning and tidying my house.
Oh ya, my sister is back from Australia and my mom has left for hongkong afew days ago.
Envy? So am i!!! Here i am..in Singapore.

Anyways, Hope my mom is having a splendid time in Hongkong!!! WHOA!!
Next stop, using MSN.. my conversation with fuyu ended up like this.
LOL!! It's all FUYU's fault!! hahas

She made me imagine this.

Yupie, this is non other than Miss goh fuyu!! Hahas
we were having a normal conversation, when she suddenly say she was so cold that she would wrap herself up, and only her eyes could be seen. LOL!!
Am i a artist or what? whahahs.. using MSN!! Not PS,AI or any others!! whahas
I couldn't stop laughing~~!! hahas..
Okaye i shall stop here. Got to get ready for my date!! lol

MichelleRachel*
Believe in what you believe, and nothing is impossible!

No fan of his.

2010-03-15T21:57:00.002+08:00

Jack Neo Affair has seriously made a huge impact in those whom believe in him.
and i am honour to say..

I'm not one of them!!! hahas..Which didn't actually create such a big deal to me.
But gossip will never run dry. One thing i despise is guy having an affair.
To make matter worst, Mr Jack Neo had several.
-_-" wondered if he have ever once thought of his family and especially wife whom has always been there for him. And sad to say, he looks kind of fake when he teared.
And he hoped that people would never bring up this matter and hopes to get a 2nd chance.
Doubt he will.

Take Edison for example, i always supported him and his movies.
He had afew sex scenes but that didn't bother me, so why should it bother with anybody else?
Same reason with Jack Neo. (Just simply refuse to call him "Jack")

I pitied his wife alot. Who have to go through so much and when she wasn't the one having an affair. Justice? Jack Neo, whom people always commented on his great films and productions where alot of people say that they take inspiration from HIS MOVIES. lol
His new movie fits his situation perfectly now. Don't you think?
Being Human (做人)

Anyways, his photos will never be posted in my blog. -_-" His face just irritates me.
Please take note that, it's not because of his breaking news of his affair.
But because in the past, he produce a movie and take it as his own.
Which was so obvious a copy from a Thailand movie. Homerun (跑吧,孩子)

....Whatever it is, it's his life.
But too bad for him, as a actor and a director.
His career depends entirely on his supporter, if he still have some.

Ending here.

MichelleRachel
p/s: Actors and actress are kind of like ball, where people put their hopes and dreams on.
And so, they must have a clean or fantasy within them. Once its gone, its gone forever.

Wonder..

2010-03-12T00:21:00.001+08:00

I'm hoping that by saturday, i could finish up cleaning and tidying the place up with my dad, He even told a week leave. I seriously got to stop taking my time and work work work!! wohoa!!!!!

claudia in Austraila!!!!!

2010-03-09T00:53:00.002+08:00

WHOA WHOA!!!
Claudia is now on the plane to Australia!!!
In a 9 hour travel, but i think the hours is worth it!! she get to see pretty old Australia!!!
playing her favourite love, touch rugby!!!
My parents and myself just came back from the journey to changi airport; terminal 3.
cool. her group of teams and parents. amazing!!
GOD BLESS Claudia, enjoy and have fun!!!!! (Envy her)
I wanna see the kangaroo!!! lol

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Always wonder why people can be that selfish..
Doing what they want and never feel bad about doing soon.

I hate myself for feeling bad when i decline someone(because i really have something on)
or commenting on something which is true and should be said, but ended up feeling guilty.
Imagine being in my situation, every single day of my life.
I mean why do i have to feel guilty? I know i shouldn't be. so why am i?

Michelle Rachel! AJA AJA FIGHTING!!! WHOA!!!
I'm so going to train myself to change!!! even if i have to force it in me.
I am being taken for grunted. And i'm being called selfish? Thanks but no thanks.

"If only i could erase you away from my life!!!"
Michellerachel*

...

2010-03-09T00:34:00.000+08:00

If only i could erase you away from my life..

Michellerachel*

A motivation for all.

2010-03-07T01:44:00.003+08:00

Live life! And spare no regrets behind!!!

I know i am, are you?

Many have always mumble and complain how unfair life is, but infact we should appreciate more in life and what we have and not grumble and nag what we don't.

As people say, " what's yours is yours, what isn't forever wouldn't be"

Smile and face the world, be you and only you.

I love life! although not completely, as time of impulse block my sense and emotion from function but obstacles occur for a reason. For us to learn, to realise and to never give up!

MichelleRachel*

Have a look; http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org

A blurry day..

2010-03-06T22:12:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the low quality images.

It was taken by my phone camera, as for some reason..

I brought my digital cam out but i stupidly forgot my SD card.

LOL. lame i know.

But this quality should be considered average, besides it has been re-size by blogger upload.

LOL!!nice 2 pictures uh? hahas

The one on top is hilarious as; enen is busy touching and messing chinhui's hair.

chinhui is busy playing with the pup

While the one in the bottom, hahas..seems like wenwen is drunk by her milk. As the brand say;

Milk makes you drunk! whahahas.

Next is look at chinhui's reaction!!! muachahhas

Simply love golden retriever!!! ARWGHH!!!

He is so cute!! As in "he" refers to the pup.

And his name is call, "baby"!

LOL. surprise? I'm shock too.

Anyways, there are too many pictures to post

so i decided to choose 3 of the best.

And there they are.

Many others were failed attempt, which
all shade of the pup are blur and we weren't.

hahas..

To satisfy your curiosity, you can visit my fb album!

AND
(ALICE IN WONDERLAND)

not forgetting, the movie was GREAT!!! AHHHHHHHH

Love Johnny Depp!!!

He has that kind of aura surrounding him~

(heart melt)

lol.

It was a great day out with Chinhui, Annie, Sarah and

Myself!

Chao..

MichelleRachel*

It was never a problem, till you mention.

Bored? I am~

2010-03-05T21:55:00.001+08:00

Yes people!! I admit that i must be damn bored to post this.

LOL!!!!!

Which i am. Haiz.. But what to do.

My fluffy is so damn cute!!

MUACHAHAHHAS!!!

Holiday mood?

2010-03-05T21:35:00.001+08:00

NOT!
I feel so bored and alittle irritated.

WHY?
That's simple! I'm having the same old problem with Dreamweaver for the past few days, which is.. i just simply can't "manage site" with the bloody website!!
Rumour has it, that Window vista and Dreamweaver is incompatible.
I previously thought that either i have forgotten how to do so, or miss some steps.
But later i cross that out, as i followed chinhui's step through out.
Then i thought, okaye maybe my computer has some bug or so.

...That's why i HATE WINDOW VISTA!!!!!
ARGWHHHHHH!!!~

Next reason.. i didn't manage to clean or tidy any part of the house, once i started on something..
i hate not being able to complete.

And not forgetting, the help i got from chinhui. Without her help, i wouldn't be able to control functions of buttons and links. As i wasn't able to "Update links". lol.
maybe this is what people mean by you'll return something you borrow eventually..
hahas. But then again, what are friends for.
But still.. THANKS alot to miss wee chinhui, who is going to TAIWAN next month!!
That asshole!!! lol enjoying life man. and with her whole family infact.
Can't wait to travel overseas again with my whole family. but maybe this time it should really be a relaxation holiday, and not shop till we drop. LOL

That's all for now.
p/s: Ignore my negativity and live life!!
MichelleRachel*

Mess up

2010-03-04T16:40:00.000+08:00

Can't describe what I'm feeling right now.
Other than the obvious that I'm not in the good mood.
In short, MESS UP!!!
Argwhh!!!!!

But still, I'm a little encourage by the clean and tidy space that i now have in the front corridor.
Smell of light refresh detto. WHOA!

*Cleaned Chinchilla cage; from yesterday.

*Washed and tidy floor with no fur ball in sight!!; from today.
(Totally can't imagine that Claudia is actually helping me to clean it up. lol!)

*Lesser shoes, slippers, heels and more! Till you can't imagine! Seriously.
Imagine a household of 3 ladies, excluding myself. Loves shoes.
(For your info, i love shoes and heels, but the fact that my shoe size is bigger and hard to find so.. God save me the misery of packing them up and saving my money!!! hahas)

Next target. Continue cleaning and packing up the place!! WHOA!!!!!

Plan and Goals during the Holidays!!!

2010-03-03T19:47:00.001+08:00

WHOA!!!!!

My plans and goals for the holidays, would be..
To either find a part time job or
To clean and tidy my house, my room, my animal cages and my art stuff;
which FYI is damn overwhelmingly packed and i can't find any space or place to locate them!! argwhh!! lol.

To be honest, i don't really wanna work yet. But because money is needed, and the guilt of taking money from my parents is just not fitting in me. if you get what i mean. hahas..
Anyways,
my PLAN B is working fantastically!!! I managed to clean my chinchilla cage which is filled with fur ball and ahem.. loads of shit. hahas. I feel so happy as i accomplish it within 2 hours. whoa..

Next target (For tomorrow), wash all my laundry, fold all the clothes and to tidy the hall!!

Next Next target(For Friday), would be to tidy, pack and organise all my art works!
-_-" Still thinking where i can fit my huge canvas to.. muacahhahas!!
AHHH!!!!! lol.

That is all for today! Signing off =)
MichelleRachel

p/s: Can't wait to move house! Back to a 2 level HDB flat!! Or even better a bungalow!!!
WHOA!!! A condominium is great, many faculties but not so much for space. Especially for families whom originally lives in a bigger flat and moves in to such a small place.

Birthday kiddos!!

2010-03-01T21:54:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO ADELAIDE ISABEL & FUYU!!!!!

WHOA!! Stay happy always!!

Apart from that, i am finally free from all my assignments!!!
I am so free like never before!!! wahahas!!!

Never felt this relax for awhile now..
One thing i learn from poly is, stress are everywhere!! lol

Next target; FIND A PART TIME JOB!!

The urge to fly away

2010-02-22T22:07:00.000+08:00

I have the sudden urge to go overseas, enjoy the scenery.
The cool windy breeze and more and more!!!

I want to go to Australia!!
Japan!!
Korea!!
and many many more!

How i wish i could have the ability to travel whereever i want, whenever i want!!

Best either to be with my family or friends. But alone would be a great experience!!
Hahas!!

Overseas~
Pray pray pray!!!

All i wish now is i would be able to submit all my assignments on time,
score great gpa grades. (best is i dont drop from my current marks)
And enjoy every part and every hours, minute and second of my life!!!
WHOA WHOA!!

okaye. getting back to
DS; canvas painting,
HTI; Essay.
DCC; coloured comics.!!!
(Next.. HTI; Journal Entries)

End.
MichelleRachel

Jen's Big Day!!!

2010-02-21T02:00:00.011+08:00

People whom are interested to see how jeniffer's wedding was like,

i have a video taken. just scroll all the way down to admire.

Before attending Jeniffer's wedding,
Visited a relative place, where everybody would gather.
(p/s: The 1st day of chinese new year & Valentine day; 14 Feburary 2010)

lol!! hahas i know that it took me quite a while to upload pictures taken from

paul and jen's wedding day.

Hahas. which was unavoidable. rushing assignments.

i finally completed afew submissions, and am in my holidays now.

BUT. i still have 4 submission to rush.

I am self declaring a rest day today and yesterday. (As the time now is 1.30am)

hadnt had sleep for 2 days now. I am still unhappy regarding my flash submission.

i know i could have done better, and i know that i didn't manage my time right.

Having 2 assignments in the same day, isn't a simple task.

Here a peek on how my vds ca3 look like.

（This is my design concept for Durex advertisement)

I know people must have heard this a thousand times, but i still want to say it, or should i put it "type it"!! hahas ..here goes

"I could have done better!!" (lol. got a feeling someone is gona say, stop being a perfectionist,

but what can i say? it's me. hahas)

I am stopping here for this post entry. Honestly don't have the time, but i promise.
I am so going to enjoy myself, pamper myself to ENJOY ENJOY ENJOY!! 1st march would be the last day and Isabel and Fuyu's birthday!!! MUACAHAHHAS!!!

Night people!! <3

MichelleRachel

Daisy

2010-01-30T15:10:00.003+08:00

Just yesterday, i received my very first flower from fuyu.
amazed?
I definitely was. I didn't expect to receive a pink daisy or even flower at all from anybody. I know it may sound weird, on how i love to buy flowers for occasions like a good friend's birthday, but this was definitely be the first, for me!!! Hahas and hopefully not the last. It was a busy and crowd day yesterday.
We meet at raffles city and was in the look out for dress for jen's wedding this 14Feb. it was hard to look for the suitable dress for fuyu, imagine how harder it is for me.
It isn't a secret that fat people clothes are harder to find, but a dress?
Is a even more difficult task. I just wish that i can find that dress i am looking for and most importantly in my size. hahas
Especially when money is always the issue.

We travelled from raffles city to Marina square and followed by
Suntec city convention centre to tower3 and back to marina square.
And took a train down to bugis, then bugis street.
Thankfully, fuyu found a dress. But hahas, not for me.
which i wasn't that surprise. Just pray that my search will be successful enough.
Next, was all left to depart. Hahas..
It was a tiring day but a happy one too.
We had out gathering, chats and dinner at LJS.
And i am so touched by fuyu. hahas.. after her fail attempt to surprise me on my birthday, she still manage to surprise me once again. And this time it was a success!!
Ohya, i forgot to thank my parents for my birthday present the previous blog entries.
For the Angbaos and the amount spend in thailand plus the airplane tickets.
=) Smiles.

Love. MichelleRachel

p/s; For those whom are bigger in size, and are looking for clothes, dresses etc.
I think you would be very interest in this link.
http://bab.com.sg/
or would like to shop at places like Topshop, Dothory Perkins, Fox, Cotton On and lots more.
Try your luck, you're never know till you try!!

What need to be done, and FAST!!!!!

2010-01-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

i think what i need now. is to stop blogging and continue on my work!! hahas..
for those who don't believe how busy a poly student can be or how busy i am.
suit you. hahas..
coz it doesn't really matter, as long as i know what i know, and believe what i believe.
MUACHAHAS!!

Now what i'm worried about would be
- my submission for all my assignments!! (On time, as late equals to zero.)
- My grades!! (Pray that it doesn't drop!! Best if it increases!!!)
- How in the world am i able to organise something for a close friend birthday gathering when i am so busy myself.!! (Hope it works out well.)
- How am i going to find time to go shopping for Jen's Wedding!! What am i going to wear??
- How am i going to save the amount of money in time to buy the dressing i want!? (Above)
- How am i going to find time to meet up with my friends when i am always so busy,
when i really want to meet up with my friends to catch up!!!

MichelleRachel*

Birthday Thanks!!!

2010-01-26T21:35:00.004+08:00

It has been about 2 weeks since my last birthday,
i celebrated it with my close friends; Meifang, Chinhui, Annie and Yokeleng.
we had a old reunion gathering at Lot1 pasta mania. And it was their treat.
Thanks lots!!! For the food and the diamond necklace!!!
WHOA!!! Loved it!
And for Wanru and Fuyu's present too!
For the dorthy perkin voucher card!!!

Honestly love you guys!!
Thanks for the gifts and for remembering.

sorry to fuyu, for her failed surprise attempt. but because of this incident, you made me laughed.
hahas and made my day, after all the tiring days of sleepless nights.
THANKS FUYU!! muacks! <3
hahas

Wahahas..
And not forgetting all the happy birthday greetings from you guys,
you know who you are. No matter if your greeting or present were given late,to me, its the thoughts that counts!! HAHAS!! Whoever is planning to get me something, it is most welcome!!! wahahahs!! =P

Love
Michelle Rachel
p/s: Just ate durian, bought by mr terence dianel. hahas..
For those who are curious, he is my dad.
yes, the funny and childish father i always mention with a great wife in hand, who is equally funny and cute.

Great~

2009-12-04T20:22:00.001+08:00

Finally!!!
Just today, Aishah has founded out her surprise present.

by READING MY BLOG!!! lol of all days to see, She just happen to tend to read, and out of bordness infact.
lol. anyways, better than not realising all the way to the end?
hahas..which obviously it would be impossible.

hahas..
had fun in the studio,
taking photography and playing around with all the lightings
and testing the light meter.
which is a great device to blind your enemy! hahas..
maybe one day i should bring he/she there!!
whahhas..
hmm..
anyways, today is a great day!!
As i finally dont have to worry that, maybe aishah's belated bday present dropped.
or wondering when oh when is she gona realise.
Best of all. Today in the morning, at 8am for vds.
We had to take notes, but Aishah was late!!! whahas.
i was like giving a face like this -> -_-" and said,
"Great! Just when we have to take notes, Aishah is late for class" hahahs..
and starting laughing with serena. which also happens to think it was funny.
it was like fate. that aishah would take 3 whole days to find her present.
and it was through my blog entry.
And this is what i have learned.
Never think that nobody is reading your blog entries.
and don't ever blog any surprise popper! hahas..

MichelleRachel
Great that DS was postpone to a week later.
Giving me time for my AI flash card design.
Thank god.

p/s: Just finish watching "Fred claus" DVD from SP Library.

2009-12-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

Wonder if Aishah found out her surprise yet.

Wonder what happen?
Serena and myself during hti lecture.
We were able to prepare our surprise plan.
And sneak a envelope into her bag.

Plan: Was for me to lure Aishah to accompany me to the washroom,
while Serena plant the bomb surprise into her bag.
Location: Inside her HTI notebook.

It was around 12pm, but till now.
which is 12.09am.
She hasn't realise yet.
LOL. call it a half success yet half failure.
WAHAHHAS

This was Aishah's belated birthday present.
A chip in to her desire of buying the "Killer" DVD soundtrack.

I just wonder when, she would even notice it.
Maybe next week, same day on a wednesday when we are having HTI lecture again and
taking noted again.
hahas..

Signing off.
MichelleRachel.
Urge herself not to trust, not to give in. And never to regret.

I wasn't like this.

2009-12-03T00:06:00.003+08:00

It just amaze me how life is.
How things ended and became.
Grow and changes. It's not what i expected but
i grow. and moved on.
Never to trust anyone wholeheartedly.
Or you would be hurt utterly.
It hurts to worry, to be on your guard.
But it hurts even more to trust and going through betrayal.
Explain to me.
No one can.

MichelleRachel
I am still me,
just different inside.

Life has taught me one thing, to never trust or believe.
What am i, if i dont have believe..
i wonder.

19 & 20 November 2009

2009-11-21T23:31:00.002+08:00

Michellerachel*

p/s: The photos are not in order.

(The reason is because my mouse just brokedown. so disappointed, it is like new.(.-_-"))

But enjoy. Hahas..

This place is located at NIE, near pioneer MRT station.

Was invited to Aishah's Sister's FYP Art exhibit.

Freaking hate it!!!

2009-11-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hate it when people think that they know everything,
and love complaining and nagging on the simplicity of stuff!!!

And this is usually the cause of source in quarrels.
and hurtful stuff grows and appear.

if it was me last month, i would probably be feeling very guilty right now and remorse about it.
But now, after that incident. I have grown and moved on.
And realise how much i have grown mentally.
I hate things like this.

I am trying to move on..
and be me with a shell protection over me.
Is it too much to ask?

MichelleRachel_
Don't talk to me. Beat it. I don't want to quarrel with you.
Before i say anything more nasty then before or say speaking vuglar which i don't want to.
GET LOST!!

Just continue..
my tolerance is surprisingly strong, even i am surprise.
I believe everything & nothing..

2009-11-18T18:35:00.003+08:00

Although, i know it has been awhile since i really blog.
but here goes.
This are some pictures and captions on the 8 November 2009(Sunday),
were i was invited to Chinhui's Housewarming together with my secondary school friends and fuyu. & It was also the very day i lost my phone, on the way back home.
Devastated over the lost of phone but what's over is over. =)
Thinking about it, and regretting it doesn't make much of a different, don't you think? hahas..

Our Journey to Chinhui's Housewarming begins here.
We met up at Sembawang MRT station and headed on to her place by foot.
Since chinhui has commented that the bus services there are like a slow mabill, we all decided to walk in such a hot and scorning, sunny day! Hahas

But i would never complain to take such a beautiful picture of the skies above.
Lovely, isn't it?
Smiles.

The Dinning Area

Enen.
The little mermaid and young mistress of the apartment.
( Actually, she isn't technically living here but who cares, they are family. hahas)

The kitchen Area

A group picture of close secondary school friends!!
(From the right; Chinhui, Meifang, Annie and Myself!!)

The Hall Area
where it comes with a balcony.

The friends' and family invited to her place for house warming.

Welcome to Chinhui's Room!!

As you can see, this is her Wardrobe and small shelf to keep her comics.

If you think this is just it? then you are so wrong.

Scroll down to enjoy. Or to be amaze.

Shocked? Yes. People uses a bed to sleep but this missy here.

Uses it to keep her comics.

LOL! The advantage to it would be when she feels like it, she can take it out and read anytime she wants. But Disadvantage would be when a termite has invaded. Byebye comics~ hahas..

Obviously, we pray that the bad omen would not happen.

-_-" Imagine the money wasted.

I know i look tired, which i am. Hahas

From the massive assignment overflowing and never decreasing.

The End

...

Contacts

2009-11-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hey people and friends!!
It would be great if you guys could leave me a msg and your name. As i have lost my phone and everything is gone.
And i would very much want to stay in contact with all my friends, no matter if we have less conversation to chat with or haven't met in awhile. So please help me out!
Thank you guys so much!!

If you guys find it a hassle to msg me, you can tag me in facebook, or here, or even email. to which it convince you!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH!! =)
muacks! Love you guys!!
WAHAHAS!!!
MichelleRachel*

Lost Phone.

2009-11-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hey for people who don't know, i have lost my handphone just last Sunday,

on the 8 Nov 2009.

And it is hard living without my phone, and all the important informations and contact lists which is gone with it. Although, alot of people said that it was impossible to get it back but

i still continue praying and hope the person would eventually return it back to me.

I have way too much stuff.

For example; Up to primary school friends till now in Poly friend's contact list.

Alot of photographs, and lost memories.

Plenty of voice recording during HTI lectures.

Personal Informations.

Medical Informations.

My well-known alarm clock which wakes me up every single time and never fail.

Which now without a handphone, i'm unable to contact anyone nor tell anyone.

And my habit to read time through my phone.

Although, my phone has been gone missing for a total of 5 days now.

I still have the habit of checking time, reaching my hands into my pocket and then realise it's gone. and that isn't half bad compared to this scene.

I thought i heard my phone ringing, and i reach my hand for it.. and once again realise it's gone. And that didn't happen once nor twice. but plenty of times.

ARGHH!! That is the best phone i have ever use. It practically and endurance!

How i wish it was never lost. It feels weird, it's like being in a relationship and not letting go.

I tried and did, but hinder of memorable remains. And i never realise that i was so dependance on my mobile. hahas..

This is my phone!! The silver in colour, SONY ericsson W880i.

After i lost my phone, i tried looking for phone for replacement.
But then, i discovered that i don't fancy any models recently.
And even if i did.
It wasn't a price i could afford. LOL
so all i can do is hope that everything turn out well. (PRAY*)
Just located below is the phone i am interested in, And look at it's
amazing price.

Homosexual Topic - Mind Concept

2009-11-12T22:14:00.001+08:00

Just today,
My mind of homosexual has changed in a whole brand new way,
i know you must have heard this from others like a million or even a billion time.
but it is very true to me.

i always have been in a neutral stand. i don't object nor despise homosexual.
but now after many understanding.
i realise, what is the different between male and female love?
and male and male love?

it is exactly the same, it all consist LOVE!and love is pure.
i know some people may think that it's not natural, which I'm not saying it is.
I'm just stating that it is not dirty or disgusting either.
if you people think it is, then define wrong, love, mistake and dirty!
explain the difference,
and don't tell me that the reason is because it is not normal.
its already way past that.
nobody is normal unless you think is normal.
And we think what is right by what we set our mind to think.
i admit i rather watch gay kiss than lesbians, that's because in my stand,
as a female, i could not put myself into their position.

But i don't pity or hate them for being them.
instead i would give them a applause for being brave enough to admit.
Its not their fault that they were made this way. I wonder if people would ever understand if i say, humans are born in a way to think what we are taught and what you think is right.

I know it is hard for some to agree in this topic.
As i was one of them. I don't mind homo but i don't really agree of their doing.
But now that i have a better understanding, on how they are and do..
I try putting myself in that stand, which honestly is hard. As some of you knows that i am a strong headed and quite stubborn person. lol but if i can try to change my mind concept.
I'm sure you people can do it too.

p/s: I am completely interested in guys, so don't bother thinking or worrying. LOL!!
infact, if anyone knows taylor starring new moon as jacob black, or anyone that looks like him, omg. (mouth drooling) let me know. hahas.. hahas..
But man is he young. hahas..

2009-11-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

Where everything doesn't matter.
i realise that since that particular day,
it doesn't seem to matter anymore.

michellerachel

She left.

2009-10-30T21:57:00.001+08:00

She is gone..
Up to HEAVEN

I know its dead, but it just doesn’t seem real.
It was alive and healthy, running on her wheel just yesterday night.
I remember that she was slimmer compare to the other one.
But she was the naughtiest yet soft and gentle hamster.
White in colour, with long soft fur. That was one of the reasons why I name her
Whitey; 小白. It was a gift from my ite friends’ for my 20th birthday.
They (whitey & peach) were given to me in a pair.(both females)
Now time seems to grow so fast. I know that it is dead, but I honestly can’t feel it, can’t admit it.
But now after typing all this, I realize that it really is gone.

I just hope that it would be in a happy place right now.
No longer in pain or in suffering or staying in a hamster cage.
No animals are supposed to be caged in. and I know that people really loves animals, like I do and hope to keep and care for them. I understand that, because I am one of them.
But we all know that it isn’t right.

Look guys! Now you get what I mean?
This was one of the very main reasons why I didn’t want to keep anymore hamsters
or animals again.
It is torturing to see how they go before me.
Although,
I know that their lifespan is no longer than 2-3years, which is compared longer as they live in captivity. But it just hurts.

For those whom know me well enough should know that I have been a animal lover since young and has kept a few then. Especially, pet hamsters were my pride knowledge and experience, next to dogs.
But No matter how many years of experience I have with animals, especially hamsters.
It just doesn’t change the fact that when a life has ended, sorrows come after.

MichelleRachel
Facing reality is hard.
And it hurts a lot. Fly free.

Random Favourites!!

2009-10-16T23:53:00.004+08:00

Here are some random yet favourite pictures of mine.

From Kuantan.
(Except for the leather back turtle picture. As that couldn't be possibly me, HAHAS
As the hand in the photography is mine!! I didn't want to take that chance, it was unsafe and unapproicate. It's a life!!, you know.)

WHOA!! and that baby turtle sure is adorable!!!
I needed to be extra careful while carrying the infant as i was standing.
So imagine the height gap. So the other hand was in the careful lookout for "accidents" or "sudden unwanted movements". And another important thing that i was caution, was to not separate the baby turtle away from the comfort of the water(safe spot/comfort zone)

and it wasn't good to let the baby turtle leave the water too long, as they tend to dry easily!

Simply love ANIMALS!!! Watch SCV; Animal Planet!!

And i was kind of surprise on how calm that baby turtle was, in my hands.
Unlike others, whom i think they know who i am referring to.
Or friends whom know. lol

Seriously wonder why "SOME people" always tend to want, TO CARRY MORE or LONGER, when the animal is struggling to escape from him/her hands. Expressing how stress up the animal was.
It's like some psychology mind thinking. The more the animal struggle, the more that person wouldn't let go. Something like love?

Hahas..

Coffee table book assignment!

2009-10-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

Yesterday..
had a met up with Aishah and Serena. For the group work assignment, "Coffee Table Book".
We met up at 11plus, had our breakfast at Mac's and headed to the National Library to discuss and plan how our coffee book will look like.

And thank god, our ideas are very similar, which creates a easier path to travel and cooperate.

After plan and structure was made,
We started on editing photos.
And the next step was to head to Art Friend to buy art materials,
for both the assignments and future uses of material list.

And to fuji photo developer to develop pictures to be used in the book.

Next, bought pretty paper materials and then back to the nlb.
As we were waiting for the photos to be developed.

After all that was done.
We headed straight to Aishah's place.
and continue our assignment.
LOL!! We had lots of breaks inbetween and one of them was a YUMMY delicious break!!!
As Serena and myself was feelinf hungry when we arrived in Aishah's place,
Aishah was nice enough to bring butter cookies and sugar biscults(Wang Wang, my sister favourite!) and not long later,
Aishah brought in her Mom's cooking. It was like KFC twitter, but i like to call it "Chicken Wrap", nice and sweet. Hahas it was yum yummy!! Hahas.. Then assignment was continued, DIY cutting, pasting, etc.
And so it lasted all the way to 10plus, near 11pm.
Just when we were on the topic of captions. My dad called and YIPES!!
He had arrived!! Ain't my parents cute and a darling?
Always volunteering, caring and helpful. And once again, fetching my friend home again.

=) I'm blessed to be their daughter!!!!!
And I'm sure my sisters are too.

More information to share, but I'm too lazy to continue on.
Shall share them in the next entries.
"If" i remember to do so, that is.
Hahas..

P/S: Apologies for the so many "ANDs", i was wondering too what was i typing but hahas,
I'm way to lazy to change or edit them now. Smiles!

MichelleRachel*

Mixed emotion

2009-10-14T16:03:00.004+08:00

It was a race against time.
When the clock strikes 2.25pm.. I'm pretty sure everyone, students i mean would be preparing themselves to click at the exact moment time strikes 3pm.

I was one of the lunatic, if you were wondering. thanks!! hahas

I was almost in a rage to break my laptop. As i couldn't understand the instruction that they were referring to. Something about click the button to check the available seats or something.
But there was no button, to be found. and stupid enough, after 2 LONG minutes..
i finally found what they were talking about, and honestly, that was no button at all.
it was a button in disguise. -_-" a check box with a tick on it. what was i suppose to do? so i just click around and shuffle clicking. If you know what i mean.

(For those whom are wondering, "why 2 long minutes? It's just 2 minutes.."
Yes. It was simply 2 short minutes, or maybe even less.
But being one of the students to apply for limited seats, and there was only 4 slots left.
Try putting yourself in my shoe and think about it.
It was the longest 2 minutes in my life!!! And I'm not bragging.
Try it yourself. In the most crucial time of need, racing against time.)

Anyways, i manage to figure out the system and hurried my way to applying.

And man was it fast, i remembered there was 4 seats when i entered. But due to miscommunication in those freaking 2 minutes, time was wasted and slots was taken.
Man was i panicking. and all i could do was to click on the available slots asap.
And HURRAY!! i got in.

Just in time, infact.
By the time i notice, all slots/seats was taken and occupied!
amazingly, less than a mere 5 minutes.

although, it was not as planned.. but it will do.
instead of the Wednesday afternoon i wanted, a Thursdays morning was given.
Better than nothing isn't it?
Hahas. i was happy and i was trying to pull my heart back from the quick uneven heart beat,
calming myself slowly. and Serena called.
i was so happy at 1st, as we both got in. Which was a hard battle.
But soon misery was on the downfall, Serena realise and checked statically that she didn't get in.
I was so nervous and shocked. Furious at 1st, on what was happening.
wonder if it was the system mistake or was it a no play in the beginning.

And so, then is where the worries approached.
and mixed feelings was evolved.

Serena, although you didn't get in.
Don't worry!! I will give you the exact notes and details that was taught!!

All i hope now, is that the other timing to apply would leave certain amount of available seats for others to apply. Hopefully what i think would eventually come true.
(Discussed it with Aishah, and she agreed with me as well.)

So Serena!!! Don't give up hope!!
HOPE is in the AIR!! WHOA!!! JIAYOU jiayou jiayou!!

AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!!!

Next battle,
Would be 9pm today.

Michelle Rachel*

Thank you Lord Jesus!!!!!

Praises to you, thank you for giving me the GEMS choice i want.

And i pray that my other 2 choices would be fulfilled as well.

AMEN!!!

I will continue praying and believing.

And pray that you would bless my family as always. =)

ticking time. . .

2009-10-14T01:47:00.001+08:00

the suspense is killing me.
how i wish it was 3pm now.

then i wouldn't have to worry that i have missed or forgotten the GEMS application of modules.
and would get to know the finalist result!!

What a stomach upset!!

Please Please Please.. Let me get in to the modules i desire!!!

I pray to God and wishes for the best!!!!!

Imagine the crowd online.
They would be a online or network problem due to over massive students logging online,
fighting for seats in modules.

But this time,
GEMS are being very fair.
Like the going says, "First Come, First Serve".

Unlike normal circumstances,
they usually look and compare results(GPA) first..
before doing the decision.

I'm applying for Science & Technology 1st.
( They are a total of 3 Clusters,
- Arts & Humanities
- Business & Management and,
- Science & Technology
and we are suppose to select ONLY one module from each cluster.
and reserve 2 backup from each cluster, "In case" the 1st choice selected are full.)

WHOA!!
My choices are..
: Psychology and Counselling (ST508S)
: The World is at my fingertips (BE504S)
: Understanding Weather (MA502S)
But seriously.. The only one i am interested in is "Psychology & Counselling"!!!!!
The rest is just lucky picks among the "so so" interest, compared to the "not" interest mode.
hahas..
For those whom are also applying, and have forgotten what website it is..
Here is the link; http://www.sp.edu.sg/gems/

Bonn appetite.
MichelleRachel*

Photographs taken in Meifang's 21st Party!

2009-10-12T14:08:00.001+08:00

Just this morning,
i was wide wake..
Watching Tv, surfing the net and then
KABOO!

The singnet mio just died on me.
All that was left, was a red light.
Gave singtel a call. (For your infor, i wasn't the one whom made the call. It was the head of the house!! He was pissed!! Wonder why Singtel was so SMART! to change their no. but not inform the customers or maybe the part where if the number is no longer in use then why leave the same old computerized operator there and let the customers be an idiot themselves to wait for no return? SMART aren't they?)
and it was a freaking hour and a half before the phone was finally out of all the music and was answered by the customer service operator.

-_-" After all the XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX...

I was blushed..
and about 5am plus minus, i finally turned in.

Being waken up by my dad's call.
Informing that the singtel technical personnel would arrive in 10minutes to fix the problem. Imagine that! I had only a mere 3-4 hours of sleep.

But I'm glad now the Internet problem is solved!!!

And what's even better, is now the Internet speed is faster than before AND!!!
instead of the old bulky black and grey colour!!
It's now slim, light and in a clean white color!!! WHOA!!

And here i am online. Since i was feeling alittle bored, ... i decided to upload some of Meifang's 21st Birthday Party Photographs!!

TA DA!!!

If you are wondering what those 2 ladies are up to,

try putting your attention on the picture hanged on top of the bed,

in the middle. Focus closer if you must.

That is what those 2 kukus are trying to imitate.!!

WAHAHAS!! Sexy isn't it?

muacahahahahas!!

Exlpore your imagination.

What do you see? And do you think we are doing?

LOL! I know it looks like as if we were overly happy that one of us are getting marry and a huge hug was formed. hahahas!!

Nope! It's just another imitation, Original picture is located just behind us.

Enjoy!

Michelle Rachel

Meifang's 21st Birthday Chalet Party!!

2009-10-11T20:38:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was another day i could call..
LAME FUNNY AMUSING HILARIOUS EXCITING and FUN!

Firstly, i got to start off from there my dad volunteer to drive me to Meifang's Chalet which was located at SAF Seaview Resort. Heard rumours..kind of.hahas..
That it was quite ulu. A place where nobody goes unless someone's chalet is being held.

4pm is the time Annie was supposed to meet me over at my place.
But amazingly, this little Missy was happily watching NANA. (A animation. google if you're not sure~) and has forgotten time. So that was partly why we didn't had Meifang's 21 present ready.
Hahas..

Next, skipping afew details.

Finally to the part where my dad drove Claudia off to work.
And they we were, headed to Tanah Merah to fetch Chinhui.
It was a huge mistake with a blast of laughter!!
Curious?

It was funny. because we thought we have arrived at Tanah Merah MRT, so we gave Chinhui a call. But amazingly, we couldn't find each other. We even took turns to talk to Chinhui, giving instructions. and finally when Annie was on the line with her. Annie was like.."Aaa..
Why Tanah Merah MRT starts with K?" and i quickly turn my head from the front view looking for her. HAHAS
Suddenly at that exact moment..
...silents
and followed by face muscle shaking and then a huge BURST of laughter was exploded in my dad's car. hahas..
My DAD, my MOM, Annie & Myself couldn't stop laughing!!!
It may not sound funny here but just imagine the situation and scenario.
4 almost impatient person seated in the car talking and giving directions to someone in another location. And that someone was also almost going crazy finding us when we were no where to be found. "We are at the taxi stand" repeatedly~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!! muachahahas!!!
Thinking about it, jusr continue my laughing eps! Hahas
and lastly, everybody was laughing our ass off.
I still wonder when Chinhui say we drove overshot, what great imagination she have.
hahas..

Finally, after REALLY and finally this time reaching Tanah Merah MRT, chinhui came aboard and next stop was Meifang's Chalet!!
Supposedly~
hahas!! Until we had a pit stop at Changi ...Market to take a bit.
Wahahas..Hey i can't be selfish right? I got to let my parents take a bite.
Then thinking that we have no present in hand.
My dad was like joking to buy Durian for her as a appetizer present.
and so we did. We were all in for it.
We liked and enjoy a joke!!
Imagine Meifang's expression when she saw the durians!! hahas..
Meifang!! Your present will be delivered to you momentarily!

HAHAHAS!! Okokaye, we made ourselves comfortable.
Enjoyed the wooden swing. Amazingly, it holds the 3 of us.
I thought it would make eerie noises due to my weight, honestly i'm not light. If it's just me or a addition someone it would be fined but a total of 3 person? Hahas!!
That swing is a thumbs up from me.
STRONG!! hahas.. If only i have a mansion or a place like that, i would completely buy a swing almost identify to that and placed it in my garden or balcony!! WHOA!!

Okokaye, next was the picture taking, song singing.

Meifang looks happy!!
hahas..of course. Her 21st Birthday!!
We had our fun, chit chatting and taking crazy pictures in the mansion.
whahas..if you are curious. pictures are uploaded in facebooks.
If there's a person whom looks like me but looks crazy? That's not me! WAHAHAS!!

After that, my parents was so sweet to wait for us and drove us back again.
After afew roads, Fuel must be tanked up. And car was drove to SHELL.
Everybody came out except my mom whom was blushes tired.
We bought bottles of drinks and a totaly of 6 packets of mashed potatoes!!
yummy~!! hahas..enjoyed it.
Chit chatted again and wala.
Chinhui alighted.
Next was to a nearby food centre and Annie and myself headed out to buy Isabel her porridge.
She wasn't feeling well. Bought the food. Saw how dirty the stall was.OMG. it was crawling with creepy crawlers. Err..

Then send my Mom home with Isabel's dinner and next.
To fetch Claudia from work.
So Annie and myself alighted to take a look at the Halloween Fest.
Every Disneyland characters was changed to a Creepy Scarier mode.
Cool. But we headed to the washroom 1st.

Once we were out. We headed to the Halloween Shop to take a look at the hats, costumes and etcs. And a red lighted horn for a price of 7.90. lol saw a huge wide open in Annie's mouth.
and soon, we met up with Claudia. whom she spotted us looking at the creepy characters' scaring the heart out of visitors. Hahas.. cool!! COOL COOLLY!!!
Cinderella with her normal dress filled with blood and her head was stabbed by her glass slippers.
Aladdin with her freaking disfigured face.
LOT LOT LOTS of them. Anybody whom enjoy a good scare or love scaring others, must
must must go over to night safari!!!

Next we send Annie home and soon, everybody was tired.
took a shower and enjoyed the recorded Korean f4.
whoa!! stayed up all night and morning. i remember i slept about 6.40am this morning.
Busy watching F4 Korean series till the last episode

I don't think i have updated the full version and detailed story. But if you want to know, you can visit Annie blog.
which was just created yesterday night.
Her link is located in my links!!
Enjoy!! ttfn!

HAPPY BLESSED 21st BIRTHDAY!!

MEIFANG!!

Michelle Rachel

A secret isn't a secret,

as secret would always be exposed!

The 4th day since my return from msia.

2009-10-11T19:40:00.000+08:00

And yes, as what my title is stated.
This is the 4th day, since my return from Malaysia.
My school institute Course Study Trip.
I can't say it was boring, neither was it overly interesting.
compared to my trip to china (YEP). LOL
but i cant be biased can i? hahas..

Anyways,
Photos was taken till a total space of 6GB!
Hahas!!
The most interesting part of the trip to me would be when i get to see and touch a baby sugar glider and a baby sea turtle leather back!! Took lots of photographs as evidence!
LOL! okaye not really, photography taking is part of the trip. Taking pictures of scenery, animals, buildings and making them look attractive!!

The trekking to the waterfall, climbing to the 6-7 story high cave and white and pink lotus speed boat journey was the most interesting and exciting journey, which consist great spots for photography!!

Please await for the photographys that would be uploaded, once photos are collected by Aishah.
if photos are not here. please take a look in facebook! hahas

I am simply.. NAGGING!! Muachahahs!!

2009-10-01T18:09:00.002+08:00

stuck in a huge dilema now!!
okaye not HUGE but big! hahas..
Just when i thought SCV has nothing on interesting to watch.
As everyone knows, they repeat and repeat every shows,movies or series repeatedly.
NOW!! channel 17; is showing "The Nanny", which is a childhood hilarious favourite!! Laughter are always involved.
Next..
Channel 18; The Simpsons. Another Funny cartoon animations.
and
Channel 19;CSI!! ARGWHH which is another time favourite!!!
ALL AT THE SAME TIME!!
(Wonder what the banicus they are doing~ -_-")
okaye, done complaining. wahahas TTFN!(Tata For Now)

P/s: Amazingly, i don't feel tired or exhausted..thinking back i just had my sleep around 7am,
this morning! Hahas..
Weird! Today there are lots of nice old movies!! Just like "MIB;Man In Black" Movie 1 and 2.
WHOA!! Okaye..
Bye! =p

Still awake.

2009-10-01T04:12:00.000+08:00

Call me Crazy..
But i'm still wide awake. Helping Isabel with her flash presentation,
and i got to say, Flash CS4 is such a pesty software.
Record the lecturers was saying that Windows vista and Adobe CS4 are a bad combination.
Warning us the problematic and so on.
And now i believe so.

Worst of all, Flash versions like; Flash 8, CS2 or CS3 are way better, easier and USER-FRIENDLY. There are too much conflict.. too much problems that wasn't or haven't occur since CS4 appear. While working on the Flash, I have overcome and solved so many unknown and irritating problems that even i was amazed. Proud of myself!! Hahas okokaye.

Now the problem that worries me is..
My sister need it by today; which is Thursday.
Last minute information by the associate. So i can't blame her.
All i hope now is she is able to completed her portfolio and ready to give me her information, she wants me to input into the Flash presentation.
I think i'm going to hibernation soon, don't even know what i'm typing exact. Hahas...
End. Shall explain another day..or not.. lol.

Simply a favourite!

2009-09-29T01:01:00.003+08:00

Love it!!

Dilema..

2009-09-29T00:34:00.001+08:00

I'm still wondering..

should i or should i not apply for the "Diploma Plus programmes".

It's an addition $100 bucks for an individual course.

Which it turns out, i'm interested in all.

Which would equals to a total of a $400 bucks.

Money is always a problem. Seriously wonder why i didn't save up the cash when i was working.

But thinking back, that would be impossible.

Birthday gifts, Gatherings, Family Dinner, Celebrations, Etc etc etc..

Hahas..

Back to the topic.

I am devastated by the GPA i was graded.
I expected more of myself. Disappointed.
What's left for me to worry are:
-GEMS selective!
-Diploma Plus programmes!
And lastly,
-HTI, which i have not completed at all.

What bother me the most is the Diploma Plus programmes..
ARGWHH!! Hopefully, by tomorrow i have made up my mind. And decision is selected and done!
Pray to God. Amen*
God bless!!!

MichelleRachel*.

Alan's baby full month party!

2009-09-28T12:22:00.001+08:00

Alan's Baby Full Month PARTY!

It was celebrated on Saturday,

Just 3 days from now.

LOL. It was kind of quiet, or so to speak. It was honestly and mostly peaceful?, apart from our own conversation and the TV volume. Expected it to be noisy and hypergenic, but i guess it was different. A nice sweet peaceful party.

But i sure gt to congrats them both, Alan and wife for having such a cute adorable baby girl.

Especially to Alan's Wife! -_-"Obviously!! Hahas..

She was the one in the main process and the one in pain.

No matter what, she's now part of the noble motherly hood. CONGRATS!

SURPRISE!!

It was a shocking experience at 1st, when i recieved a call from Alan.

When he asked me if i could buy a cake for him, which my mind instantly flash a blank expression on my face. And my mind was like, "Don't tell me, You have forgotten to buy the baby's cake" which was the most important part.

lol.

Shocked yet worried for him. I immediately rushed to the bathroom to take a shower.

I always wonder why life is made this way, or how life is explained on why when someone is in the most busy moment, things will never fail to appear. The same goes the other way round,

whenever someone is so free and nothing to do, nothin seems to move or happen.

Anyways, after dressing up and all. Rush to bukit panjang plaza, insearch of cakes.

Requested by Alan himself. He wanted a less creamy cake which equals to

1. Ice cream cake or

2. Rice cake.

And please don't ask me what rice cake.Lol if i'm not wrong it would be the chinese or malay tradition kinds.

When i saw those messages, i started laughing.

Rice cakes?Where can i even find them.

After all those hassle, My dad drove me over to Alan's place and i was like practically holding the cake like a treasure and all the air-con was blowing straight heads on.

While waiting for alan to pick up the phone.

At the same time, waiting for wanru and jack.With Annie and Chinhui seated in their car.

And Fuyu and bf car. Many things happened so.. just imagine it yourself.

Many pictures taken, so if you are curious.

View them in facebook, kaye?

Hahas.. enjoy them btw.

Bye!

MichelleRachel.*

random.

2009-09-25T15:44:00.007+08:00

Saw this picture located in Deviantart.
Love it.so i took it.Hahas

MichelleRachelChng

Was kind of bored yesterday, so just played around with PS.

And i'm happily bloated by Claudia's Cooking for Dinner

Today! WHOA!!

Alittle early for dinner and late for lunch,

but who cares! hahas..